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lookingforhlp

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Jan 4, 2020
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Anyone else keep wavering back and forth between methods, thinking "this is the one I'm gonna use", get excited and then change mind again x 100... It really is an exhausting procedure, choosing how to go, isn't it?
Anyway, thinking about SN... So was wandering if anyone has bought it in Norway? I read on a forum that it is difficult to obtain here.. Sigh
 
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134340

Student
Aug 23, 2019
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I've been doing this for years now, sadly researching ways to ctb is one of the few things that interest me anymore. I think I've finally settled on SN, but who knows? I've changed my mind so many times already. I think it's exhausting and hard to choose because it's (hopefully) the last thing we'll ever do. We want to make sure we get it right, you know?
 
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Soul

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Apr 12, 2019
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Anyone else keep wavering back and forth between methods, thinking "this is the one I'm gonna use", get excited and then change mind again x 100... It really is an exhausting procedure, choosing how to go, isn't it?

It can be like that at first, but as you read more and get acquainted with people's stories things will fall into place for you.

I'm sorry you're contemplating these things, but welcome to the forum.
 
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lookingforhlp

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It can be like that at first, but as you read more and get acquainted with people's stories things will fall into place for you.

I'm sorry you're contemplating these things, but welcome to the forum.
Thank you for the support, and for the welcoming :) Yes, maybe you're right. I'll keep reading
 
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Thereisnothing

Enlightened
Jan 4, 2020
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Anyone else keep wavering back and forth between methods, thinking "this is the one I'm gonna use", get excited and then change mind again x 100... It really is an exhausting procedure, choosing how to go, isn't it?
Anyway, thinking about SN... So was wandering if anyone has bought it in Norway? I read on a forum that it is difficult to obtain here.. Sigh
Yes I can understand and relate to this one minute think have found best way and then not long after realize maybe its not. It IS exhausting trying to work it all out. I suppose its all the uncertainty with it all. I am new here but alot of people seem to mention SN, as with anything depending where you live some things are harder to obtain than others. I just wish one could go to bed and say 'let me go in my sleep peacefully', make it all so much easier.
 
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MysticPerception

I'm back and I'll still smile for you
Dec 31, 2019
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Honestly not even a year ago I was doing tons of research on how to ctb. I was reading document after document page after page until my eyes started to glaze over. I couldn't decide between guns, drugs, hanging, night night ect. I got really hung up on the idea of jumping at one point and kept thinking of searching for areas to jump but sadly there's no easy ones nearby so I gave up on that. It took until I started lurking this place more frequently that I found the SN method is actually the easiest most likely to work personally for me. It takes a lot of thinking and planning before you can finally settle it seems.
 
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ARW3N

Melancholia
Dec 25, 2019
407
Unfortunately, yes, I'm going back and forth between methods which is exhausting me out. One of the major reasons why I feel this is happening is because all the painless CTB methods have been gradually removed by pro-lifers. SN has been categorised as poison in my country and companies are banned from selling it direct to individuals.
 
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Nov 9, 2019
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I used to do this but not anymore. I'm about 90% sure SN is my method now. It was really the only option that I've researched extensively and put in a bit of effort to knowing how it works. I think that's definitely helped instead of going around in circles panicking and not knowing what to do.
 
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