StateOfMind
Liberty or Death
- Apr 30, 2020
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Feels like I'm one of the few active members (maybe the only one?) with train being their primary method.
Any other trainers out there?
Any other trainers out there?
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It is my method obsession of recent times. I know several good locations, the speed of each track, and have a train tracking app on my phone.Feels like I'm one of the few active members (maybe the only one?) with train being their primary method.
Any other trainers out there?
Rub it inIt was definitely on my list before I got my gun, so I completely understand the appeal as a way out.
Sorry :) If I hadn't though, and if it's any consolation, I'd want to be standing in the middle of a track looking down a high speed train that just obliterates me.Rub it in![]()
Yes. I think SI would be easier for me to defeat if all I have to do is stand still or lay still.A couple of people on this thread seem to be on SI inducing binge lol
Sorry. It is a scan of a body hit by a train a lot of damage.Dude WTF
Decap by car and rope sounds like a whole lot of trouble. I don't even understand the setup properlywhy dont u consider jumping or the decapitation (car and rope method)?
Did you make it?My writings here haven't been coherent since I've been at my bed most of last 2-3 days withdrawing on booze. I'm at bottom. I have so many mental problems.
I'm beyond help. I wrote letter to my family and bought more drinks from store. I intend to CTT today (hour to go). In this country like 5-10% of ppl who do "it" CTT.
Not seeking any attention. I'm writing this obviously drunk. I have only 400 meters to the station so I can CTT there.
My family can bury whatever first responders can gather from the track. If I chicken out, I will announce it later. Hopefully I will not and my pain will end.
Yeah, train is a high SI method.No, I chickened out. The station was deserted and the trains drove fast enough to be lethal. But for some reason I couldn't make the leap. I just froze.
I need to train further to be able to do this or choose another method.