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StateOfMind

StateOfMind

Liberty or Death
Apr 30, 2020
1,195
Feels like I'm one of the few active members (maybe the only one?) with train being their primary method.
Any other trainers out there?
 
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suicide4me

Student
Apr 1, 2021
104
It was definitely on my list before I got my gun, so I completely understand the appeal as a way out.
 
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JustAMatterOfTime

JustAMatterOfTime

Fragile
Mar 21, 2021
905
Feels like I'm one of the few active members (maybe the only one?) with train being their primary method.
Any other trainers out there?
It is my method obsession of recent times. I know several good locations, the speed of each track, and have a train tracking app on my phone.
 
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BeansOfRequirement

Man-child, loser, autistic, etc.
Jan 26, 2021
5,845
Requires travelling and planning. :mmm:
 
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JustAMatterOfTime

Fragile
Mar 21, 2021
905
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StateOfMind

Liberty or Death
Apr 30, 2020
1,195
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Last chance

Specialist
Feb 6, 2021
346
I've been considering it a lot recently. I know the perfect spot for it.
Standby for the WhAt AbOuT tHe DrIvEr comments.
 
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JustAMatterOfTime

Fragile
Mar 21, 2021
905
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sadbadpsychogirl

sonofabitch
May 29, 2020
725
i thought about it for a while but there are no good spots near me and with my luck i would just end up paralyzed or legless
 
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StateOfMind

Liberty or Death
Apr 30, 2020
1,195
A couple of people on this thread seem to be on SI inducing binge lol
 
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JustAMatterOfTime

Fragile
Mar 21, 2021
905
A couple of people on this thread seem to be on SI inducing binge lol
Yes. I think SI would be easier for me to defeat if all I have to do is stand still or lay still.
 
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ClairyFairy

Wizard
Jan 22, 2021
622
I think if I got really hammered I'd be able to do it. Where I live they're just standard intercity trains. I'd go by the woods and stand out at the last minute. I'm totally a spur of the moment type of person so I'd just do it one night. It really appeals to me. And no I care as much about collateral damage as people suiciding in their homes for family or Ambo drivers to find. In the night I reckon they wouldn't even know they hit you. Everyone's got to look down on someone and it's the glue sniffing of ctb. I'm fine with that. I'd really want to go this way or long drop hang. Partial/od/strangulation nothing but headaches and sire throats every time
 
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Xq no?

Member
Apr 4, 2021
6
Is a good way, easy n fast i think.
But i'm from México so i dont have that opportunity lol, my city dont have any train.
Idk how to cbt, help me lol
 
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needaplan

Student
Jan 31, 2020
113
why dont u consider jumping or the decapitation (car and rope method)?
 
Pen>Sword

Pen>Sword

Ad Majorem Dei Gloriam
Jan 13, 2021
465
Highly unlikely, but it's a fantasy I have. The pain will be unbearable, and it will be a slow and painful death. A guaranteed death for sure, but it depends someone will catch me before jumping or if I have met all the factors that is enough for me to die.

The news I heard from train suicide is that they died, but in the hospital. Something went wrong in their plan, I guess.
 
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filthyrottendirty

Experienced
Feb 20, 2021
222
There are no trains near me. Plenty of guns though.
 
Joey

Joey

Enlightened
Jun 14, 2020
1,432
I live in the neighborhood where there's train tracks near the end of the road. I could use that method but it would most likely be hella painful.
 
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NeverGoBack94

Member
Apr 23, 2021
68
I live next to a station and I've heard of suicides there. All of them ended up the jumpers being shredded to pieces.

It's tricky though since train can come slowly.
 
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FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
48,667
There is an isolated train track near where I live, the trains move very fast. This is an method I would probably never do though it just sounds too painful and the SI would probably come in while standing on the track.
 
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NeverGoBack94

Member
Apr 23, 2021
68
My writings here haven't been coherent since I've been at my bed most of last 2-3 days withdrawing on booze. I'm at bottom. I have so many mental problems.

I'm beyond help. I wrote letter to my family and bought more drinks from store. I intend to CTT today (hour to go). In this country like 5-10% of ppl who do "it" CTT.

Not seeking any attention. I'm writing this obviously drunk. I have only 400 meters to the station so I can CTT there.

My family can bury whatever first responders can gather from the track. If I chicken out, I will announce it later. Hopefully I will not and my pain will end.
 
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StateOfMind

Liberty or Death
Apr 30, 2020
1,195
My writings here haven't been coherent since I've been at my bed most of last 2-3 days withdrawing on booze. I'm at bottom. I have so many mental problems.

I'm beyond help. I wrote letter to my family and bought more drinks from store. I intend to CTT today (hour to go). In this country like 5-10% of ppl who do "it" CTT.

Not seeking any attention. I'm writing this obviously drunk. I have only 400 meters to the station so I can CTT there.

My family can bury whatever first responders can gather from the track. If I chicken out, I will announce it later. Hopefully I will not and my pain will end.
Did you make it?
 
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NeverGoBack94

Member
Apr 23, 2021
68
No, I chickened out. The station was deserted and the trains drove fast enough to be lethal. But for some reason I couldn't make the leap. I just froze.

I need to train further to be able to do this or choose another method.
 
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StateOfMind

Liberty or Death
Apr 30, 2020
1,195
No, I chickened out. The station was deserted and the trains drove fast enough to be lethal. But for some reason I couldn't make the leap. I just froze.

I need to train further to be able to do this or choose another method.
Yeah, train is a high SI method.
But its appealing because of the success rate (above 95%).
I failed partial so many times I have almost given up on that.
 
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Rae82

Student
Jun 4, 2021
119
I know this is a very controversial method because you're involving someone else but it's one I'm considering. The only problem is that I would need to do it at a station because most of the rest of the tracks are fenced off around me. Not sure how fast they approach the stations around me and I'd need to just jump from the platform.
 

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