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jimmy7754

jimmy7754

I just want to be myself again
Dec 15, 2021
508
I can't take my mistakes anymore in life. I am not turning out well. 2022 might be it for me but I don't know if I have the courage.
 
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Sherri

Sherri

Archangel
Sep 28, 2020
13,791
The way I see my mistakes is that it is a learning lesson. I just dust off and learn from it not to do it again.
 
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jimmy7754

jimmy7754

I just want to be myself again
Dec 15, 2021
508
I feel I have walked this earth blindly and made myself worse off with terrible colossal life decision which led me astray so terribly I can't even fathom existing another day.
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
48,624
Sometimes with mistakes, we thought we were doing the right thing at the time and we did not know any better. However it can be painful dealing with regret as we cannot go back in time and change things. Mistakes can be capable of ruining our lives and we can be tortured by thoughts of what we could have done differently. For me the mistake was existing in the first place and I am not capable of dealing with this life for many more decades. For me, the right thing is death, as then life can not hurt me anymore.
 
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Fadeawaaaay

Fadeawaaaay

Visionary
Nov 12, 2021
2,156
It is agony living with regret. A single mistake can ruin your life.
 
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Onthe29th

Onthe29th

Experienced
Dec 28, 2021
255
i live with a lot of regret from my past mistakes too so I understand how you feel. If only all mistakes we're created equal. I've hurt people a lot and I just have to live with the regret and it's hard. Why is it that the things that make me feel good can also hurt others. I feel like I'm just detrimental to society and a mistake waiting to happen and I'm finally over it.
 
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Depressed Cat

Depressed Cat

Mage
Jan 4, 2022
567
Everyone makes mistakes. Don't be too hard on yourself for the past mistakes. Don't judge yourself solely on your mistakes and don't let them control your mind.

You have the ability to be a changed person, leaving your past behind.

I wish you the best.
 
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