Anyone already tried and got sent back by God?

[joptr]

I love watching NDE videos and obviously the common thread is that they have to come back because they've got more things to do.

Has anyone here had this experience and did they get any comments on suicide?

 

[Astronauta]

Também gosto bastante!

 

[LowLevelChimp]

Yes, three serious attempts, the last serious attempt ended with a week in hospital, where I must admit I had some bizarre experiences that I have assigned to my higher power. Whether I have more things to do, I can't say.

I made a spur of the moment attempt with SN this past week and failed because I wasn't prepared, so maybe I have some more punishment to face or there is something left to accomplish. It is an interesting thought though, maybe we do have an experience to pass on to someone or a task to perform before we are allowed to pass away.

In my darker moments I often feel that I'm receiving a punishment because of my past behaviours because my higher power feels I did not receive enough earthly penance, other times I just think I've not tried hard enough, who knows, like the post though.

 

[1000winds]

Yes, three serious attempts, the last serious attempt ended with a week in hospital, where I must admit I had some bizarre experiences that I have assigned to my higher power. Whether I have more things to do, I can't say.

I made a spur of the moment attempt with SN this past week and failed because I wasn't prepared, so maybe I have some more punishment to face or there is something left to accomplish. It is an interesting thought though, maybe we do have an experience to pass on to someone or a task to perform before we are allowed to pass away.

In my darker moments I often feel that I'm receiving a punishment because of my past behaviours because my higher power feels I did not receive enough earthly penance, other times I just think I've not tried hard enough, who knows, like the post though.

do you mind sharing what happened with your sn attempt?

 

[Marine]

I don't believe in god but I was sent back 3 times...

What do you mean by comments on suicide ?

 

[Jamie James]

No but I'm always watching NDEs too

I love hearing about people experiencing enormous levels of love and benevolence

They all seem to say that there is the real home and this is the temporary place
I do believe that God is all good and all loving and we are here to suffer the opposite of that as a way to experience Loves contrast

But I just can't wait to experience this myself

 

[joptr]

I don't believe in god but I was sent back 3 times...

What do you mean by comments on suicide ?

If you talk to some higher being when you died, the topic of suicide might crop up.

 

[Marine]

If you talk to some higher being when you died, the topic of suicide might crop up.

I had nothing but nightmarish visions related to the cause of my death, sorry... I don't believe in a higher being, only in a flow of collective consciousness Lifestream style.

 

[makethepainstop]

I love watching NDE videos and obviously the common thread is that they have to come back because they've got more things to do.

Has anyone here had this experience and did they get any comments on suicide?

YES! One time I failed to ctb and while I was dead a big blond muscle-type redneck appeared and told me you have to go back. I told him nothing doing, and about the problems, I was having. I also told him if we were in the flesh Id rock him on his jaw.
HE laughed and then I knew I shouldn't have said that to him. Next, he put his hands on my shoulders and I came to in the ER. A noxious trip to a psych "hospital", which then followed.

 

[makethepainstop]

No but I'm always watching NDEs too

I love hearing about people experiencing enormous levels of love and benevolence

They all seem to say that there is the real home and this is the temporary place
I do believe that God is all good and all loving and we are here to suffer the opposite of that as a way to experience Loves contrast

But I just can't wait to experience this myself

I have croaked two or three times, and I can tell you......I have never in my life felt such joy and peace as when I was there. If someone offered me unlimited money killer good looks and a lifetime supply of hot and cold running blonds and redheads..... I would tell them to keep it. I have tried to forget the experience, cause when there I felt so good. So it is not always frightening to me.

 

[Hollowillow]

I love watching NDE videos and obviously the common thread is that they have to come back because they've got more things to do.

Has anyone here had this experience and did they get any comments on suicide?

I almost died several times. It was simply my SI being too good at his job. One time I saw... Not just the tunnel of light, but branches of infinite possibilities (quantum Physics) trees of lights... I got intimidated by eternity and found a different way to survive (vitamins not drugs) but when I got hit by a car and came out of The Nothing... I miss it...

Yes, three serious attempts, the last serious attempt ended with a week in hospital, where I must admit I had some bizarre experiences that I have assigned to my higher power. Whether I have more things to do, I can't say.

I made a spur of the moment attempt with SN this past week and failed because I wasn't prepared, so maybe I have some more punishment to face or there is something left to accomplish. It is an interesting thought though, maybe we do have an experience to pass on to someone or a task to perform before we are allowed to pass away.

In my darker moments I often feel that I'm receiving a punishment because of my past behaviours because my higher power feels I did not receive enough earthly penance, other times I just think I've not tried hard enough, who knows, like the post though.

What went wrong with sn?

No need for penance just become different. Being bad for others (abusers) can be necessary to be healthy.

YES! One time I failed to ctb and while I was dead a big blond muscle-type redneck appeared and told me you have to go back. I told him nothing doing, and about the problems, I was having. I also told him if we were in the flesh Id rock him on his jaw.
HE laughed and then I knew I shouldn't have said that to him. Next, he put his hands on my shoulders and I came to in the ER. A noxious trip to a psych "hospital", which then followed.

God is a red neck!? Mine doesn't look like santa either. Maybe he laughed of joy for your honesty? Probably sadism to send us back though...

YES! One time I failed to ctb and while I was dead a big blond muscle-type redneck appeared and told me you have to go back. I told him nothing doing, and about the problems, I was having. I also told him if we were in the flesh Id rock him on his jaw.
HE laughed and then I knew I shouldn't have said that to him. Next, he put his hands on my shoulders and I came to in the ER. A noxious trip to a psych "hospital", which then followed.

God is a red neck!? Mine doesn't look like santa either. Maybe he laughed of joy for your honesty? Probably sadism to send us back though...

I have croaked two or three times, and I can tell you......I have never in my life felt such joy and peace as when I was there. If someone offered me unlimited money killer good looks and a lifetime supply of hot and cold running blonds and redheads..... I would tell them to keep it. I have tried to forget the experience, cause when there I felt so good. So it is not always frightening to me.

When I sleep & dream I feel no pain. I almost scream when the nerves wake up.