Anybody looking forward to death

[Bruces]

Just pleasant nothingness?

 

[KibblesNBits]

Just pleasant nothingness?

Absolutely. Dying doesn't scare me, I'd just prefer not to be there when it happens. Been dreaming about dying in my sleep for years now.

 

[Bruces]

just permanent sleep

 

[Chiyuki99]

I am religious so I'm both scared and excited to see what comes next.

 

[alanitis]

I don't usually have dreams but for the past two weeks I am constantly having dreams of the methods I think to ctb.

I am so happy that finally I'm doing it but the second the method is successful, I wake up to my heart exploding of fear and pain of realizing this was a dream.

 

[Garbage Person]

I feel somewhat indifferent. I assume I won't really be able to appreciate the peace that comes with it. I can only reflect on that now. Im glad I won't be destroying my brain in a violent manner as I always thought I would. For all I know, the last moments in my mind after my body has already shut down will feel like eternity. I hope those dying moments feel more whole than I ever did in my living moments. One can hope for a gleaming, divine moment of truth and comfort that only that situation could bring.

 

[AnxietyAttack44]

Yes.. If only death would come to me sooner

 

[EGR92]

im genuinely excited. and i cant wait to destroy my family like they destroyed me. If they feel even half the pain they caused me I'll be happy.

 

[Soul]

I admire what the actor John Hurt said while awaiting death of cancer: "I hope I shall have the courage to say 'Vroom! Let's go!'" I would love to be that mindful. My death is one of the Big Moments in my life and I don't want to miss it.

 

[V1991r]

I hope it's pleasant nothingness. What scares me is that it could be our ctb attempt replayed over and over and over...

 

[Soul]

I hope it's pleasant nothingness. What scares me is that it could be ...

Oh great - another awful scenario to add to my collection!

 

[Kramer]

I am religious so I'm both scared and excited to see what comes next.

Lucky. I wish I was still religious for this event.

Oh great - another awful scenario to add to my collection!

You might awake from the matrix into a world like Hellraiser.

 

[stygal]

I'm just glad I don't have to pressure myself anymore to achieve anything in this short time frame I have left.
That makes death feel like a relief - not having to work or try to find a significant other anymore. I'm just burnt out I guess.

 

[wanttodie]

yes i am

 

[Pookie]

Oh, the sweet, soft embrace of death. To be freed from this pain, this relentless torture chamber that is my body and mind.

 

[stygal]

I'm a bit scared. I only started believing in God this year and I'm convinced that the afterlife is real now.

I would have scoffed at anyone who said this a year ago but I'm genuinely worried about my consciousness going somewhere unpleasant as a result of dying by suicide. I've heard some really hellish NDEs from people who said they were bad people before they had their near-death experience.

I'm not carrying any bitterness, anger or hatred with me so I'm hoping that will work in my favour. I looked into donating a kidney as an anonymous donor but it turns out the screening process is very rigorous and I don't think I would get accepted. I'm physically healthy but I have an attempted suicide on my medical records so I worry my motives could be picked up in the psychiatric assessment they carry out.

I don't think I've been too much of a bad person but I've been a failure and wasted my life. I'd be more than happy to come back and try again.

Awww...you seem like a caring person. And I doubt that your afterlife (if existent) will be all that bad.
After all there are still rapists and murders walking around free and are dying at some point - those are the people who should really be afraid (if religious).

 

[Disco Biscuit]

Awww...you seem like a caring person. And I doubt that your afterlife (if existent) will be all that bad.
After all there are still rapists and murders walking around free and are dying at some point - those are the people who should really be afraid (if religious).

Apparently we have a life review when we cross over and experience all the pain and suffering we caused from the perspective of the people we hurt. Except it's magnified by a lot. So people who do terrible things like rape and murder do suffer the consequences eventually. If the afterlife is real, that is.

 

[Weary Soul]

"Anybody looking forward to death"​

Yes!! But not the process of getting there.

 

[gtrfvr]

yes, early

 

[Adamsnolife]

Yes very much so. Just existing and that's not living