Anybody else decided to ctb because their life suck?

[happylilsht]

i don't have my method yet and it's not gonna be easy to get it's gonna take a while and a lot of effort and socializing unfortunately which i'm not good at, i wish i can get over SI and take the shorter route sometimes i feel like i want to blow my brains out or stab myself instead of going peacefully, i'm still not there yet to just do it but i'm getting closer just a few more years and my SI will get weaker and weaker

I can't stand existing anymore it's suffocating I'm invisible so it won't matter anyway

I don't really have anything to say i just wanted to reach out to yall i feel like an alien i want someone to tell me they're out there and feel the same

 

[Thegoldenapples]

Totally know what you mean. Welcome to SS.

 

[Loser47]

Same and I don't have energy in me to put in effort to make my life better.

 

[Trisolaris]

I guess everyone here is because their life sucks.

 

[GarageKarate07]

You are not alone. Many people understand what it feels like to be lost.

 

[happylilsht]

Totally know what you mean. Welcome to SS.

Thanku.. do u know if there's a discord server for us?

 

[Superdeterminist]

Absolutely. Mostly my life has been boring painful garbage. For me it's not worth waiting to experience what's most likely to be just more of the same. Pain and disappointment with the rare blip of joy. No thanks.