Any sites for dead drop shipping sn (aus)

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Imma prefix this by saying I'm TERRIBLE at browsing deep net, I usually get a friend to do it for me (previously have helped me get testosterone from dead drop) but they probably wouldn't want to help me ctb so </3

Dead drop is my preferred method, any good trusted sites? World-wide dead drop or dead drop in nsw aus works :)

I don't want to get it sent to my address for a welfare check since I'm already in hospital records for being depressed and suicidal, was in the hospital for it twice.

Thanks in advance!!!