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icanjustdoit

Member
Jun 13, 2026
12
Sometimes when I feel an immense rage about my predicament, I'll occasionally put on my headphones and listen to some random heavy metal music. The chaos in the music and my mind seem to cancel out and I get calmer.
 
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LastNite

LastNite

Sleepless Zombie
Mar 31, 2025
825
Usually radiohead
 
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Lost in a Dream

Lost in a Dream

He/him - Metal head
Feb 22, 2020
1,978
As you can probably tell from my profile pic, Epica is what I listen to. Particularly, I love the song Unleashed because it describes how I feel about life completely.
 
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TransientEternal

Experienced
Sep 24, 2023
222
A couple come to mind especially if you've played Black Souls 1 and 2:

Black Souls 2 Soundtrack - Hanover Abandoned Station : Calming. With context, nostalgia for people you've never met.

Black Souls 2 Soundtrack - White Castletown: Feels like you're dying alone in the snow. Slowly, but comfortably.

Black Souls 2 Soundtrack - Winterbell: By itself it sounds quite sad. With context, it's goodbye or parting.

These are good by themselves, but if you play the games it'll hit way harder.
 
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ijwtd3454

Member
Jul 9, 2026
8
About to be a very basic answer but mitski, phoebe bridgers, and Noah kahan (willing and able makes me suicidal)
 
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Tautochrome

Tautochrome

Exploder
Nov 22, 2025
123
Considering I'm suicidal most of the time, even on good days, it varies. When it comes to low mood days - I choose silence, because even music doesn't do anything for me during such times and I'd rather not start associating things I enjoyed with shitty moments. It's total emptiness
 
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Arioso

Member
Jun 13, 2025
18
interpol's obstacle 1 and pda, no other song captures so well the essence of suicide to my knowledge
 
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thefrenchmonkey

Member
Jul 8, 2026
5
I like Corduroy by Boywithuke and deepfake by brakence
 
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kunikuzushi

kunikuzushi

sause
Jan 24, 2023
653
lil peep and deathcore
 
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DignifiedGrave

DignifiedGrave

GrinderofSouls
Jul 5, 2026
30
I like certain songs by Alice in chains, Peter Gabriel, ministry or skinny puppy.
 
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100memoryleaks

100memoryleaks

forever sorry
Jul 6, 2026
44
mostly astrophysics or molchat doma if i'm feeling numb.

i've sh'ed to this song a couple times since the part of the visual novel that this song is from is related to that.
 
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DeathJester

DeathJester

Until The Light Takes Us
Jul 6, 2026
9
Depressive black metal, Death industrial, ambient and maybe coldwave or minimal synth "pop"
 
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Endstati0n

Member
May 10, 2026
67
I listen to red house painters/sun kil moon alot. It goes well with being suicidal, but also when you're enjoying yourself, alone in nature
 
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Endlichkeit

Student
Feb 26, 2023
102
Trist - Sebevražední andělé
Life Is Pain - Bloody Melancholy
Hypothermia - Veins
 
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bunnygirl4

New Member
Jul 9, 2026
4
i listen to snow fairy, the intro for the show fairy tail. for whatever reason, it helps me process a lot of feelings and is comforting for me.
 
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