any ideas?

[Foxcrash]

I will try to publish this again but now with the help of the translator sorry if I get any errors

Hello, I'm new to this page but not much with suicidal tendencies, it's been years since I've had attempts to complete it but I haven't been able to come to an end for myself. Now I am again in a very dark stage of my life and I am tired of deluding myself that things are going to change. I sincerely want to find peace in all this but I can't find a way. I can't just spend money I don't have on a bunch of drugs to get out the least painful way. I also don't want to leave in a scandalous way like throwing myself off a building. I've tried so many things already and it's only more frustrating for him to not even be able to choose my own death. If anyone can advise me with something I can do at home or that I heard it in something, they can reply or talk to me privately

 

[Sea Turtle]

Hey, no one can advise you as to what you should do but you can read through

https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/suicide-resource-compilation.3/

 

[FuneralCry]

I think if I knew the answer I would already be gone. I understand how you feel, all that I want is to peacefully pass away but I am trapped in this world as suicide is so difficult. I am sorry for all the suffering you are going through. I wish we lived in a world where our right to die is respected. I know that it is hard to carry on when you cannot take anymore of this life. I wish you the best in whatever happens.