Anxiety - help needed

[crystalskies31]

Hi,

As I get closer to CTB and actually booking a place to do it, I become more anxious and lose sleep, which really doesn't help. For me personally, a bad sleep cycle or not sleeping enough really messes me up.

I would really like to be in a positive, peaceful frame of mind, before the act. Not super worried, not tired, not feeling over-responsible or losing sleep.

Does anyone have tips for getting into this state. Thank you.

 

[DonTellMeToStayAlive]

Try getting anti anxiety pills like benzodiazeepines prescribed by a doctor. They are addictive and all, but for suicide you only need their effect once.

 

[crystalskies31]

Try getting anti anxiety pills like benzodiazeepines prescribed by a doctor. They are addictive and all, but for suicide you only need their effect once.

Thank you. My doc won't give them to me, but I think I got some anyway for CTB. Hopefully they are coming soon.

 

[DonTellMeToStayAlive]

nice
Its just too sad that the common dosages of benzodiazepines are useless when it comes to killing yourself directly