another SN related thread

[want2dienow]

the feeling is surreal. not just the uncomfortable feeling after taking it, but the certainty of death.

I dont know whats holding me back. its not SI; its something else
i current have it in my room in the original packet; i know i havent even taken it out of there yet

 

[jodes2]

Maybe you don't want to leave people behind? Or maybe you think you can still handle life, and death is just so final that you want to get a bit more out of life?

 

[Mofreeko]

Well being alive is all you've ever done. Taking a step to end your own life takes a lot. There are so many unknowns. It's natural to be hesitant don't beat yourself up about it.

 

[FuneralCry]

It's understandable as to why the certainty of death would feel surreal, as after all this existence is all that we know, we cannot comprehend what it's like to be dead. I do personally believe that there is nothing after this life and that thought brings me a lot of comfort. At least you have the option of a way to leave for when the time is right, none of us should have to feel trapped here in this world with no way out.

 

[literallydonee]

I agree with everyone else, it's that life is all you've ever known, not to mention dying is scary and it is hard to say if it will be peaceful or not. However when you truly feel ready, it really seems like SN is one of the most peaceful options.

 

[Hollowillow]

Hard to explain.

When I played videogames, I ended up having a hard time finishing them...

Doing such devotion to s quest of finding things to save the day... Then... When it's finally done, instead to feel like an accomplishment I feel empty. The quest is over. The ordeal gave me a distraction and a reason to live... But now it's over and all I have is emptiness... At the end of the credit, and in my life.

Knight, you have found the holy grail and finished your quest... Your adventure is over... You can now rest in the castle.

If you're not ready yet ... You could find another quest, on a harder level. You can keep the key to escape if it goes wrong.