Discussion Anorexia Purging

[Major Tom]

Hi, i don't think i have anorexia cus its not too severe, but i vowed to purge after every binge and never binging ever again cus i feel worthless and inhuman. I usually vommit 15 times till everything is purged. How much do other or you purge in one session?

 

[judaspiss]

anorexic since 8 and started purging at 17. youre either bulimic or anorexic. the main difference is low body weight as you can be anorexic restrictive or anorexic binge/purge like me.
ive gotten so good i can usually get everything out in 1 to 3 purges without needing to stick my fingers down my throat, but sometimes ill binge, purge, binge, purge in 3 or 4 back to back sessions. i recommend rinsing your mouth out and waiting 30 minutes to an hour after purging before brushing your teeth (my dentist told me that) ive been purging basically everyday for 8 years (im almost 23) and it really fucks up your teeth. it makes me feel inhuman too. if you havent started getting teeth sensitivity yet i recommend starting Tooth Mousse, just rub it on your teeth and let it sit (better if you have a retainer) it will help your enamel stay intact.

 

[Major Tom]

anorexic since 8 and started purging at 17. youre either bulimic or anorexic. the main difference is low body weight as you can be anorexic restrictive or anorexic binge/purge like me.
ive gotten so good i can usually get everything out in 1 to 3 purges without needing to stick my fingers down my throat, but sometimes ill binge, purge, binge, purge in 3 or 4 back to back sessions. i recommend rinsing your mouth out and waiting 30 minutes to an hour after purging before brushing your teeth (my dentist told me that) ive been purging basically everyday for 8 years (im almost 23) and it really fucks up your teeth. it makes me feel inhuman too. if you havent started getting teeth sensitivity yet i recommend starting Tooth Mousse, just rub it on your teeth and let it sit (better if you have a retainer) it will help your enamel stay intact.

Always had binges after school cus of adderal supressing apetite. I just never binge ever again i guess. But i think my frame and shoulders are rly wide. Have to figure out how to handle that. Prob overdid my upper body in the gym. And i kinda have thick legs lol. Have very likely FT mucscle fiber so you know. But thx for the insight.

 

[judaspiss]

Always had binges after school cus of adderal supressing apetite. I just never binge ever again i guess. But i think my frame and shoulders are rly wide. Have to figure out how to handle that. Prob overdid my upper body in the gym. And i kinda have thick legs lol. Have very likely FT mucscle fiber so you know. But thx for the insight.

ah, i understand the binging after something like adderall. i used to be a huge drug addict and now i just coke on occasion. when you hungry you hungry, it is what it is lol. obviously i don't know your dosage but you can try snacking throughout the day, considering you also work out. your body needs a lot more nutrients to keep fit. dont get into the habit of binging and purging, my body is so used to it that when i eat normally i throw up in my mouth a lot. body image is hard to accept but you can't change nature and honestly so what if you have wide shoulders and thick legs, you're fit! that's a good thing! when i was in shape i had wider shoulders too. i gained weight when i was in jail for a month in may. i cant change i have a more round face than what i used to prefer and my stomach sticks out a little bit because organs and shit lol. it's a journey for everyone, and idk how deep you are in disordered eating but i believe you can get out of this fucked up cycle.

 

[Major Tom]

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ah, i understand the binging after something like adderall. i used to be a huge drug addict and now i just coke on occasion. when you hungry you hungry, it is what it is lol. obviously i don't know your dosage but you can try snacking throughout the day, considering you also work out. your body needs a lot more nutrients to keep fit. dont get into the habit of binging and purging, my body is so used to it that when i eat normally i throw up in my mouth a lot. body image is hard to accept but you can't change nature and honestly so what if you have wide shoulders and thick legs, you're fit! that's a good thing! when i was in shape i had wider shoulders too. i gained weight when i was in jail for a month in may. i cant change i have a more round face than what i used to prefer and my stomach sticks out a little bit because organs and shit lol. it's a journey for everyone, and idk how deep you are in disordered eating but i believe you can get out of this fucked up cycle.

I think its spiraling, didnt ate after the purge and didnt slept well, taking weed on top, making my heart race and faint. Thought i die. I was also very pale and lightheaded. Fell the need to work out today tho. Despite not going to work for today. But yea before starting to purge i did 14 sets gym workout i created and was also monitoring kcals and protein extensively.

 

[judaspiss]

please. do not overdo it. work out in proper sets, not "oh its need to lose weight". if you want to work out work out, if you are tired, do not work out. do not force yourself. why bruise and scar your body, overdoing yourself hurts hurts hurts. its not fun. pain is not deserved, its only accidental.

 

[Bootleg Astolfo]

I personally have/had the ''kinda just eat very little calories'' one, it uh... it does a lot less damage, dont recomment purges

 

[Major Tom]

I personally have/had the ''kinda just eat very little calories'' one, it uh... it does a lot less damage, dont recomment purges

Haha i binged again cus my dreams serve me my god, psychosis and eating disorder making me even look to thin and disgusting, the irony, now i have to stop eating for a day to even things out.
I would purge if i wouldnt colapse, experimenting with drugs and doing sleep deprivation also, so if you add elements of ed its a match made in heaven.