Venting Anhedonia & Lethargy

[sadghost]

I don't enjoy anything or anyone anymore. Everyone wants to make me feel like I'm missing out on life, but I can't miss out on what I don't want to participate in. I don't even have the desire to do "enjoyable" things like travel, attend events, or play video games. My bucket list is empty. Even writing this post is tiring, and I'm already laying down.

All I really want is a prescription for N, so that I can drink it and fall asleep in my bed one last time.

 

[FuneralCry]

I understand how you feel. I cannot enjoy anything. I simply have no interest in living and life does not appeal to me in any way. In a way it is like I have already died. I also just want to fall asleep and never wake again. I hope you find the peace you are looking for.