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DarkFriend.

DarkFriend.

Neverending Suffering
May 1, 2022
97
They knew what many of us don't learn until the end: that is that we have NOTHING but ourselves and ESCAPE is the ONLY power we have.
 
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pthnrdnojvsc

Extreme Pain is much worse than people know
Aug 12, 2019
4,448
if all those people with money and good looks killed themselves with violent brutal methods that's another reason of many why life this world and this universe are really bad

that's only from the 2000s on

doesn't name people like Marylyn Monroe , Judy Garland and others who diedd taking Nembutal. but they took Nembutal away so people have to hang , jump off buildings ,shoot themselves , jump under trucks trains and busses , drown themselves.


i remember Cheslie Kryst was miss USA and jumped from high rise building.

and i don't think they include Ronnie Mcnut because he wasn't famous but i remember him
 
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2muchpain2

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Feb 27, 2025
325
that's only from the 2000s on
Oh that's true!
i couldn't believe when i read that marilyn monroe used nembutal as a sleep aid. damn. yes, don't have access to peaceful methods, and it's so cruel
 
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violetforever

Enlightened
Dec 24, 2025
1,086
if all those people with money and good looks killed themselves with violent brutal methods that's another reason of many why life this world and this universe are really bad
exactly. im never going to project my own feelings onto someone who appears to be doing better than me but is still suicidal. everyone has their own problems and reasons as unfortunately sad as it is.
i remember Cheslie Kryst was miss USA and jumped from high rise building.
wow i never heard of her/this. scrolling some of her instagram, learning about more of her achievements, and reading this hurts.
 
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BradGuy123

Arcanist
Jul 6, 2025
447
What a long list. This was only since the 2000s. Jonathan Brandis was hot and he died so young. This long list doesn't even include people from before 2000.
 
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iwanttodie019

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May 4, 2025
327
if all those people with money and good looks killed themselves with violent brutal methods that's another reason of many why life this world and this universe are really bad

that's only from the 2000s on

doesn't name people like Marylyn Monroe , Judy Garland and others who diedd taking Nembutal. but they took Nembutal away so people have to hang , jump off buildings ,shoot themselves , jump under trucks trains and busses , drown themselves.


i remember Cheslie Kryst was miss USA and jumped from high rise building.

and i don't think they include Ronnie Mcnut because he wasn't famous but i remember him
do you know why cheslie kryst kille dherself?
 
pthnrdnojvsc

pthnrdnojvsc

Extreme Pain is much worse than people know
Aug 12, 2019
4,448
do you know why cheslie kryst kille dherself?
i don't know her reasons too much. i just remember reading about that case because she had success money was a lawyer too etc. but she jumped off a building . i just read her and others to get courage myself cause it takes a lot of courage to jump off a high rise building . i need to kill myself and to get courage

she wrote this so was intelligent too and that might show her reasons:

 
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iwanttodie019

Specialist
May 4, 2025
327
i don't know her reasons too much. i just remember reading about that case because she had success money was a lawyer too etc. but she jumped off a building . i just read her and others to get courage myself cause it takes a lot of courage to jump off a high rise building . i need to kill myself and to get courage

she wrote this so was intelligent too and that might show her reasons:

I think she had high functioning depression