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LuxFox
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- Apr 13, 2026
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On friday I accidentally nearly CTB'd by doing viagra, and a ton of amyl (poppers), I collapsed, lost consciousness, i kind of awoke inside my mind? like a dream almost, where I was being hounded by my own voice about my life choices (not in a negative way), I started asking "where am I? WHERE AM I?" and then I awoke where I was, I couldn't really walk straight at all, I was completely dizzy, and it was kinda hard to breath or talk even. In that moment, I chose to live, but only because I don't want to die in a gay sauna.
so that had me thinking, is amyl + viagra a good suicide method? it didn't really hurt at all? I think I had a mild headache for a moment, but no pain. its clear my brain was shutting off though.
so that had me thinking, is amyl + viagra a good suicide method? it didn't really hurt at all? I think I had a mild headache for a moment, but no pain. its clear my brain was shutting off though.