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LuxFox

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Apr 13, 2026
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On friday I accidentally nearly CTB'd by doing viagra, and a ton of amyl (poppers), I collapsed, lost consciousness, i kind of awoke inside my mind? like a dream almost, where I was being hounded by my own voice about my life choices (not in a negative way), I started asking "where am I? WHERE AM I?" and then I awoke where I was, I couldn't really walk straight at all, I was completely dizzy, and it was kinda hard to breath or talk even. In that moment, I chose to live, but only because I don't want to die in a gay sauna.

so that had me thinking, is amyl + viagra a good suicide method? it didn't really hurt at all? I think I had a mild headache for a moment, but no pain. its clear my brain was shutting off though.
 
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This might work for a very limited amount of people that have a natural sensitivity. I have been the gay community for decades, I have many sexual partners and gone to countless sex parties where almost everyone is taking viagra and sniffing poppers (AMYL).

It might happen to causes a person or two to die, but will not be a reliable or even possible method for most.
This might work for a very limited amount of people that have a natural sensitivity. I have been the gay community for decades, I have many sexual partners and gone to countless sex parties where almost everyone is taking viagra and sniffing poppers (AMYL).

It might happen to causes a person or two to die, but will not be a reliable or even possible method for most.
Although adding this to some methods such as hanging might be beneficial.
 
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LuxFox

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This might work for a very limited amount of people that have a natural sensitivity. I have been the gay community for decades, I have many sexual partners and gone to countless sex parties where almost everyone is taking viagra and sniffing poppers (AMYL).

It might happen to causes a person or two to die, but will not be a reliable or even possible method for most.
well, kinda, its not that amyl is alone dangerous, nor viagra, but if you take both at the same time (ideally within 30 minutes of each other) you get severely low blood pressure, which is known to cause cardiac arrest, fainting, and heart attacks. I think I only barely survived that, In the moment I was kinda ready to go, I just didn't want to be found in a glory hole.

also not sure if sensitivity/experience is a factor, I do amyl all the time. and viagra also, just never together.
 
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well, kinda, its not that amyl is alone dangerous, nor viagra, but if you take both at the same time (ideally within 30 minutes of each other) you get severely low blood pressure, which is known to cause cardiac arrest, fainting, and heart attacks. I think I only barely survived that, In the moment I was kinda ready to go, I just didn't want to be found in a glory hole.

also not sure if sensitivity/experience is a factor, I do amyl all the time. and viagra also, just never together.
Yes, it can do that but is not common. If it was, there would be scores of dead gay men.
 

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