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le-pendu

Member
May 29, 2026
16
Im trying to make the euthanasia formula. I just don't know how to get a hold of enough amitriptyline. I had a prescription for it. But I just denied a refill because I didn't realize it could help. Im on mirtazapine now. And how do I find someone who would prescribe Valium? Or how do I find it period. I dont know. I know im not entitled to a painless death so I guess I can go without it. And how do I get a strong enough antiemetic? I have the cimetidine i have a lot of it.
Please just someone see me. Nobody cares and even taking my life seems impossible. Please. I just want to disappear
 
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gardenhouse

Arcanist
Mar 26, 2026
429
Im trying to make the euthanasia formula. I just don't know how to get a hold of enough amitriptyline. I had a prescription for it. But I just denied a refill because I didn't realize it could help. Im on mirtazapine now. And how do I find someone who would prescribe Valium? Or how do I find it period. I dont know. I know im not entitled to a painless death so I guess I can go without it. And how do I get a strong enough antiemetic? I have the cimetidine i have a lot of it.
Please just someone see me. Nobody cares and even taking my life seems impossible. Please. I just want to disappear
I guess you can lie to the doctor to prescribe you anitiemetic because you often get nausea, you need 10 gm of amitriptyline to cbt tough, according to PPH book, depend you live you can get diazepam from dark web.
 
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le-pendu

Member
May 29, 2026
16
I guess you can lie to the doctor to prescribe you anitiemetic because you often get nausea, you need 10 gm of amitriptyline to cbt tough, according to PPH book, depend you live you can get diazepam from dark web.
Thats what im asking i dont know how to use the dark web
 

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