Water-Lily
Enlightened
- Dec 26, 2020
- 1,203
Today...is a new day
Today I start thinking about my life
Whether or not to go job hunting
Or to simply wait on the volunteer service to get back to me
Wether to start a new life coaching service
Where the person running it is someone I like
A part of me wants to stay a kid and relax
But at 23, I am growing up
Life, responsibility, and jobs
I am scared
What if I fuck up and die?
What if I hurt someone and embarrass them?
What if I fail?
How can I thrive when failure is suicide?
Am I a good person or not?
I don't know...I think I just want to die
Today I start thinking about my life
Whether or not to go job hunting
Or to simply wait on the volunteer service to get back to me
Wether to start a new life coaching service
Where the person running it is someone I like
A part of me wants to stay a kid and relax
But at 23, I am growing up
Life, responsibility, and jobs
I am scared
What if I fuck up and die?
What if I hurt someone and embarrass them?
What if I fail?
How can I thrive when failure is suicide?
Am I a good person or not?
I don't know...I think I just want to die
