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lovelulu

lovelulu

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Jan 3, 2026
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There's this girl my FP is friends with who obviously has a crush on her. Me and my fp got into an argument recently, and she ranted about it to that girl on call. then, the girl sends me these. 1000062909 1000062918
Yes, both me and my fp and black, and the girl in the screenshot (addie) is white—so a racist, lol. My fp supposedly talked to her and told her to stop, but i dont really believe she'll stop. I feel like im overreacting like always, but I think the last message in the screenshot that was sent to me is my last straw with this life. Am I really just a depressed piece of shit? And my fp is continuing to be friends with her, claiming she'll stop being friends with her if she does it again. This whole thing really has pushed me to the edge. I feel like piece of shit.
 
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SASU-KE

SASU-KE

Anhedonic Elementalist
Nov 26, 2025
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I was a bit shocked. Block that person. Tell your fp to do the same as well.I can't understand why she wouldn't already.
 
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lovelulu

lovelulu

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Jan 3, 2026
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I was a bit shocked. Block that person. Tell your fp to do the same as well.I can't understand why she wouldn't already.
On the first screenshot which was a different account I blocked, and then she went out of her way again to go on her other account and text me in the second screenshot which I blocked. I doubt my fp will block, nor will I make her. If she wants to rant about me to that racist piece of shit on call, then she can go right ahead. Im gonna try to distance myself, I dont want her to be my fp anymore. Also, I said it vaguely, but me and my fp did have a long conversation about this. She said she loved me yada yada. She's a good person and an angel, but with her barley doing anything about this plus continuing to be friends with her—i just dont think i can do it. But, ill ctb eventually anyway.
 
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Aknu132

Aknu132

Tenha um bom dia!
Dec 25, 2023
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WTF, Block that person. If your fp continues talking to them, then your fp also has serious problems. I wish you would find someone good. This isn't fair.
 
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SASU-KE

SASU-KE

Anhedonic Elementalist
Nov 26, 2025
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On the first screenshot which was a different account I blocked, and then she went out of her way again to go on her other account and text me in the second screenshot which I blocked. I doubt my fp will block, nor will I make her. If she wants to rant about me to that racist piece of shit on call, then she can go right ahead. Im gonna try to distance myself, I dont want her to be my fp anymore. Also, I said it vaguely, but me and my fp did have a long conversation about this. She said she loved me yada yada. She's a good person and an angel, but with her barley doing anything about this plus continuing to be friends with her—i just dont think i can do it. But, ill ctb eventually anyway.
You're doing good standing up for yourself. Some people take a lot of shit from their FP.

Edit:Also, to answer your title question, you're underreacting.

I'm sorry about your CTB plans 😞
 
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Forever Sleep

Earned it we have...
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This other person is the one with the problem. It's not overeacting to be upset by that. I imagine most people would be.

By refering to your friend as your favourite person- do you have bpd? I wonder if this other person does too. It's almost like you're in a love triangle with your friend.
 
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