Ive decided on PSH with a necktie. Not my ideal method, but resources are pretty low. Especially cuz I've been planning/thinking about suicide for a good while now and have decided on it.
I can't properly locate the carotids. I've tried to put my hand around my neck and I could feel a pulse, but not where I was supposed to feel it. I also have suspicions as to how it will work. People say it's painless- and while I do not mind pain, I would like to know what I'm getting into, especially since the hand thing felt fairly discomforting by itself.
I would also prefer my death be gradual. I would like to die while watching my favorite videos. But I'm pretty sure it's not possible with PSH, atleast if done properly.
Edit: I tested this and was succesful in making myself almost pass out! Almost as in- I could feel myself blacking out but was too scared to continue(I managed to do this by positioning my head a certain way). It is the sensation that bothers me more than the outcome- or perhaps I am bothered by the sensation because of the possible outcome. I would appreciate tips on not being scared for this. Thank you.
I can't properly locate the carotids. I've tried to put my hand around my neck and I could feel a pulse, but not where I was supposed to feel it. I also have suspicions as to how it will work. People say it's painless- and while I do not mind pain, I would like to know what I'm getting into, especially since the hand thing felt fairly discomforting by itself.
I would also prefer my death be gradual. I would like to die while watching my favorite videos. But I'm pretty sure it's not possible with PSH, atleast if done properly.
Edit: I tested this and was succesful in making myself almost pass out! Almost as in- I could feel myself blacking out but was too scared to continue(I managed to do this by positioning my head a certain way). It is the sensation that bothers me more than the outcome- or perhaps I am bothered by the sensation because of the possible outcome. I would appreciate tips on not being scared for this. Thank you.
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