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Michi_Violeta

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Feb 3, 2025
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Well, here I am taking the steps towards making ctb a reality. I think I found a source online which doesn't ask for an actual prescription to sell you Metoclopramide, but they don't sell any benzos or anything ending in -zepine. This is perhaps the best option I have right now because all other local online pharmacies ask for a prescription and don't even allow you to click on the buy button. I was able to find zopiclone and tramadol so I wonder if these are suitable alternatives to benzos, specially the tramadol because it seems to not even have a warning compared to zopiclone.

My plan A would be SN, but I'm having trouble finding it and only until today I found DMC. My plan B would be amitriptyline so I'm also interested in knowing if these alternatives would interfere with either method. Thank you very much for your input!
 
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maybe phenibut? best OTC doxylamine. opioids increase nausea as far as I heard. DMC increases heart rate can increase anxiety. not sure long time since I looked into these drugs. zopiclone iworks on GABA so should be closest
 
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maybe phenibut? best OTC doxylamine. opioids increase nausea as far as I heard. DMC increases heart rate can increase anxiety. not sure long time since I looked into these drugs. zopiclone iworks on GABA so should be closest

I'll try and order some zopiclone then together with the metoclopramide. It's the only online pharmacy not asking for a prescription but I'm afraid they may end up putting 2 and 2 together so, in case I'm only able to buy one item before they close my account or something, which one would be more important for an SN/Amitriptyline protocol?
 
bipolar22

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Bpd. chronic gastritis. ibs. depression. AUD
Aug 31, 2022
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Meto necessary. Sedatives just for comfort. Can you have someone else order the other item for you?
 
Michi_Violeta

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BUMP AND UPDATE:

Can anyone please confirm if zopiclone is a suitable alternative to benzodiazepam for ctb either either by SN or amitriptyline overdose?

Okay, I think I've found two pharmacies online that can sell me metoclopramide and zopiclone and I'm gonna go ahead tomorrow and try and buy them.

SN would still be my preferred method and I'll try to call another couple of possible suppliers tomorrow morning, but so far it's been fruitless and I don't have much hope for those suppliers either since they're industrial companies selling in bulk. Alternatively, a dozen of us could get together here, you come and visit, try delicious Colombian food, we set up a fake company, and buy a fucking 25 kilogram sack of SN.

I'll order the meto and zopiclone first, each from a different pharmacy, and then if time allows and it all goes smoothly I'll order a couple packs of amitriptyline from each pharmacy afterwards just to make sure I have a plan B in case there's no luck with SN.
 
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Please guys, don't ignore me 🥺 Zopiclone as a replacement for benzos, just tell me if there are any differences in effect/dosage and if I'll need to take them earlier than benzos. It's the only missing piece, please: already got the meto and will get the chloroquine tomorrow.
 
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I would also reccomend Phenibut as it prob the strongest anti anxiety you can order pretty easily. I have used it for over 10 years. Effects can last all day if you take an adequate dosage
 
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I take carvilidol sttonger than my old propranalol dose
 
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