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Lostmind92

Lostmind92

Why
Feb 12, 2020
31
Sat in the dark at night i feel sadness and fear i cry to try and release the pain but it only makra it worse. I know im not meant to be here i know im meant to not excist at all. I wasnt wanted i was created from pain and suffering i was a curse not a gift i will forever be a nothing worth nothing
 
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Forever Sleep

Earned it we have...
May 4, 2022
15,522
I'm so sad for you. I wish I knew what to say to make you feel better. In the grand scheme of things, I guess most of us are nothing- not that that's much comfort really. I guess I'm just trying to say that you are not alone feeling lonely and worthless. I think a lot of us do here.

Let yourself cry if it's good to let it all out. I've been really tearful the past few days. If not, try and distract yourself if you can with things that might motivate you or at least take your mind off things- if possible.

Try to be kind to yourself. It seems as though you have little support elsewhere- I'm so sad and sorry for that. I hope things do improve for you.
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
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I'm sorry that you suffer so much. I understand, I also feel as though I never should have existed as well and I really wish that I was never born more than anything. It is sad how so many of us have to endure so much pain. Life is certainly cruel.
 
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Againstthewind

Againstthewind

Victory
Jul 10, 2022
217
I understand how you feel, sometimes loneliness can make us feel hopeless and unwanted. I feel alone and invisible like this also, we are just trying to get from day to day. If you ever need someone to talk to, pm me.
Wishing you peace :)
 
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