Almost have all meds

[ameliacecelia]

Propranolol and meto have yet to be picked up at the pharmacy but have been prescribed and are in processes. I'm already on klonopin. FedEx tracking has my SN to arrive tomorrow or the day after. Tagamet will be delivered tomorrow. I've been physically declining for about 2 years now. Tremors (with associated pain, weakness, and coordination problems), speech issues, and trouble walking are the most bothersome. In preparation for everything, I've been increasingly emotional and have been crying a lot. Now I'm looking forward to enjoying some time with my family and think I will be in a good mood, physical problems aside. Hoping I will be able to have a good time and not be a downer over the next few days. Cheers.

 

[FuneralCry]

I'm sorry that you are suffering so much, I can imagine that it must be unbearable what you are going through. I wish you the best in whatever happens.

 

[ameliacecelia]

Thank you. Some things came up that I feel obligated to attend to first, but all supplies are no in hand

 

[Avalanche81]

Just curious Amelia are you close to your family? Just sounds like it from how you worded your story.

If so may be worth holding off. I can't say much because I had a failed attempt with a few of the drugs you mentioned and ended up in the ICU for a week.

Whatever you decide to do is of course up to you.

Just my two cents is all.

 

[ameliacecelia]

I am close with my family, yes. But I have some kind of illness, I'm soon getting a spine MRI to check for multiple sclerosis lesions and a muscle punch biopsy for mitochondrial dysfunction. I have tremors that make it hard to feed myself sometimes and I'm losing control of bladder function. I'm in bad pain a lot from the full body internal tremors. Muscle relaxers help. I've shat myself twice recently too, to be completely honest. It's just a matter of not being able to take care of myself (showering is extremely difficult), quality of life, and physical pain.