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persepexa
Student
- Feb 7, 2025
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So since I can't seem to find any other method, I was thinking about giving myself alcohol poisoning.
I know it's not the most reliable method but people do die of it. I have a big birthday coming up at the end of the month and I have a friend from prison in Amsterdam. I was thinking I could spend the weekend with him partying for my birthday and use that as a pretence to get so plastered that I die.
This is only a rough plan atm and it would also involve me doing any drugs that come my way if I find any.
To be honest I haven't had a big night of drinking since 2021 and obviously I wasn't drinking for the 2ish years I was in prison so my tolerance has probably gone way down.
And if it works no one would even know it was a suicide. They would just think I was some idiot who got too wasted.
And if you're worried about the friend in all of this he is not a good person so I won't feel too bad.
It's just an idea I got in the shower but I'd be interested to hear people's thoughts. It's not a perfect plan by any means and even if I do everything exactly I have imagined it there is still a chance I will come out of that binge weekend alive. Any thoughts are appreciated.
I know it's not the most reliable method but people do die of it. I have a big birthday coming up at the end of the month and I have a friend from prison in Amsterdam. I was thinking I could spend the weekend with him partying for my birthday and use that as a pretence to get so plastered that I die.
This is only a rough plan atm and it would also involve me doing any drugs that come my way if I find any.
To be honest I haven't had a big night of drinking since 2021 and obviously I wasn't drinking for the 2ish years I was in prison so my tolerance has probably gone way down.
And if it works no one would even know it was a suicide. They would just think I was some idiot who got too wasted.
And if you're worried about the friend in all of this he is not a good person so I won't feel too bad.
It's just an idea I got in the shower but I'd be interested to hear people's thoughts. It's not a perfect plan by any means and even if I do everything exactly I have imagined it there is still a chance I will come out of that binge weekend alive. Any thoughts are appreciated.