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sleepytime5

sleepytime5

New Member
Jul 13, 2026
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I read somewhere here that benzos is a "non-method, I was just wondering if pairing 10 mg of xanies with a small vodka bottle and 60 mg of ambien will do the job, I am making quite a cocktail here and might as well throw in some Olanzapine, I wanna die slowly but chill since anxiety is the main reason I am doing it, my body is producing so much it's getting me to literally fucking wither, ain't sleeping and ain't eating either, SSRIs helped for like 2 days, tomorrow imma try lexapro and abilify maybe that'll somehow make my body not literally kill me. Despite all this I am not mentally anxious at all, I couldn't care less in fact, I was about to die and not remember anything anyways so, kinda wish I had more fun, make sure you guys have fun if you change your mind
 
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meowpuppy

meowpuppy

valerie | she/they | puppygirl
Jul 11, 2026
190
no it won't please don't do this
 
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hdead

Experienced
Jun 2, 2026
229
I did a funzie with AI. I had 10mg of valium during the day. At night I took 50mg of quetiapine and 25 of oxazepam. I also drank a bunch of beer. AI told me my life was in danger. I didn't even have a hangover.

In all seriousness - what you have will put you to sleep, but only temporary. Don't expect to CTB.
 
anopenwound

anopenwound

I̸'̷m̵ ̸g̶o̷i̶n̵g̷ ̶h̵o̶m̶e̶.̵
Jul 27, 2024
189
As a professional in this game (the worthy son of my very father), no, it won't work. It will suck in ways you can't even imagine the next day tho.
 

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