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SweetMemories

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Dec 30, 2025
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shit got serious hard since 29 when i developed chronic health problems to my psychologial ones. since then it is a rollercoaster.
 
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locked*n*loaded

locked*n*loaded

Archangel
Apr 15, 2022
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60. Kind of young at heart, but an "old soul" at the same time, if that makes any sense.
 
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darksouls

darksouls

Visionary
May 10, 2025
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49
 
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dead dav

dead dav

Specialist
Feb 27, 2025
336
66 here lived too long already
 
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Intoxicated

Intoxicated

MIA Man
Nov 16, 2023
1,155
How about creating a poll for several age groups? Something like

18
19 - 20
21 - 24
25 - 29
30 - 39
40 - 49
50 - 59
60 - 69
70 - 79
80 or above
 
INYGTRMTFMO

INYGTRMTFMO

I Need Your Grace To Remind Me To Find My Own
May 1, 2025
199
In my 30s.

I believe that, statistically, most people who die by their own hands die either prior to age 25 or after age 55.
 
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l1ablemistakes

Wasted potential
Feb 16, 2026
154
22. Been suicidal for 10 years. When it first started I was worried people wouldnt take a 12 year old seriously. Now I wish I did it then, it's so much more complex with work and having a long term partner now.
 
Jun123

Jun123

Lost in dreams
Dec 3, 2025
36
I'm 19 but I'm totally ready to leave this world for good
 
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GlassMoon

GlassMoon

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Nov 18, 2024
384
40 - 49 is my group.
 
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goinghome11:11

Member
Nov 5, 2023
30
I'm in my 40s and I'm exhausted.

I've been ready to go for a few years now and I'm actually excited to see what's on the other side, but I just can't figure out a way to do it peacefully with no chance of accidentally surviving and messing myself up. I'm also sad for the people who love me. I feel like I'm stuck here and it's frustrating.
 
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Intoxicated

Intoxicated

MIA Man
Nov 16, 2023
1,155
40s too. The absence of 70+ people seems a bit odd.
 
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goinghome11:11

Member
Nov 5, 2023
30
40s too. The absence of 70+ people seems a bit odd.
I think that's because a lot of people in that age group probably don't use the internet much and if they do it's probably limited use. Like my mother is in her 70s and she can somewhat use the internet, but she wouldn't have a clue how to find a site like this and if she did, she wouldn't know how to navigate it.
 

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