After many years of suicidal thoughts...

[LenkaX]

After many years of suicidal thoughts, yesterday and today something changed in my mind, like if someone switched the "suicide button" off.
Have I achieved Enlightenment? WTF, I planned already my sucidal death and now I feel even sort of happy, even thought nothing changed externally (no partner, no friends, NEET, living by my parents etc.). I'm puzzled.

 

[mahakaliSS_MahaDurga]

I wish that it lasts. :)

 

[dieornottodie]

i feel ya, i am on a plan, middle term plan, when i started the first steps which one of was to quit my 7 year job, i felt like you, but then there are ups and downs which are hard to deal with emotionally. everything serene should be good i think wld it be to live or

 

[inactive]

If you figure it out, let us know

 

[LenkaX]

If you figure it out, let us know

Well, I recently started with intermittent fasting and also experimented with decreasing my antidepressant dosage. Who knows...

 

[braketimez]

Well, I recently started with intermittent fasting and also experimented with decreasing my antidepressant dosage. Who knows...

Intermittent fasting could definitely be contributing. Less food intake might mean less inflammation.