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Im thinking of ctb between Nov and Jan, but it will probably also depend on how soon I can get my foid card, take the classes and finally get a gun. I feel kinda shitty doing it around the holidays, I dont want to ruin them for anyone, but I dont want oo wait too long either. Oct may be the soonest I can do it but dont want to ruin a friend's birthday or Halloween since its all my friend's favorite holiday. im wondering if I should do early Nov, early Dec, or just wait till after all the holidays in Jan. What do you all think?

I would really like to visit New Orleans because I love all of the spooky history and lore, that would be fun to do around Halloween. If I end up ctb later I might go visit some manatees and kayak through the mangroves in Florida. I have some miles but I dont think it will cover anything international.

I dont really have family to rely on, my friends are my family. I am thinking a good plan might be to ask a friend to watch my cats while im away, then just ctb the day of or day after I get back and that way my friend already has my keys and can make sure my cats are taken care of.

My friends all love cats and I am hoping one of them takes them. I even jokingly asked once and one of them said she would. Is that really fucked up to essentially make my friend/friends responsible for what happens to my cats? I wouldnt blame them if they cant or dont want to take them. I really dont want to make this hard on them and at the same time i also dont want anything bad to happen to my cats. What would you do in this situation?
 
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