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knowledgeseeking

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Apr 5, 2025
330
I am set to CBT tomorrow night. I plan to text someone to send the police to collect my body but I don't want to found prematurely or wait too long and be stinky.

My first through was do it Sunday night around 10pm and have the message go out Tuesday around 2pm. Does this sound reasonable or am waiting too long?

I know that once we die our body starts to create gases and once enough pressure builds it releases. This may sound dumb but would taking something like Gas X before help slow that process?

I plan to set my air conditioner to 65 degrees.

My method will be injecting a veterinary tranquilizer that is 80-100 times more potent than xylazine. 2 mls IM and 2 mls IV. Before that I will take 20mg Xanax and 300mg muscle relaxers.
 
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ZurgLein

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Sep 17, 2024
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I am set to CBT tomorrow night. I plan to text someone to send the police to collect my body but I don't want to found prematurely or wait too long and be stinky.
what if it's stinky? not your job.
in case you somehow survive you'll be there to answer their questions
 
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knowledgeseeking

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Apr 5, 2025
330
what if it's stinky? not your job.
in case you somehow survive you'll be there to answer their questions
The mess I leave behind isn't about me. My concern is for those that have to deal with my mess. One could argue suicide is selfish and they may be at least partially right, but that doesn't mean I have to be completely selfish and not consider anyone else in my ending.
 

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