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SNOB

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Apr 7, 2020
78
I spend all of my free time here. Reading reading reading. Anyone else find they do too?

I am defo addicted to this place. Sometimes I'll just sit here and refresh refresh... uno the one.. hopefully?
 
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Whatshouldmynamebe

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May 2, 2020
78
I am absolutely glued to this place, going on here is the only thing I look forward to doing in a day. I hope that changes though, I really just want to be normal. Its not like I can talk about this type of stuff with normal people so it's more isolating spending my time on here because it gives me less to relate to people in real life
 
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SNOB

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Apr 7, 2020
78
I am absolutely glued to this place, going on here is the only thing I look forward to doing in a day. I hope that changes though, I really just want to be normal. Its not like I can talk about this type of stuff with normal people so it's more isolating spending my time on here because it gives me less to relate to people in real life
Glad I'm not the only one!!

I've got not data on my phone so can't wait to get home from work then I spend hours and hours here :)
 
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Winston

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May 7, 2020
61
Ha! Thanks SNOB for bringing it up. Oh yes, bookmarked and constantly refreshed. LOVE SS.
 
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Sad_Autistic_boy_101

Sad_Autistic_boy_101

When I die, you'll love me.
Nov 19, 2019
462
Yes lol. I joined Nov and then had a break in Jan after losing a friend but then came back again lol. I just can't stop looking at it. This place is more like a family to me then my actual so called family. It makes me feel good having people hear my experience
 
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Brick In The Wall

Brick In The Wall

2M Or Not 2B.
Oct 30, 2019
25,157
I've been known to spend a little bit of time here myself.
 
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Darkhaven

Darkhaven

All i have left is memories
May 19, 2019
979
You will eventually get bored of it.
Once you pass enough time here, you see people leaving, new members come, the topics of the threads tend to repeat as new waves of people join and it gets old.
That's how i felt.
 
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BPD Barbie

BPD Barbie

Visionary
Dec 1, 2019
2,359
I used to be here a lot more than I now. It comes in waves for me. I can be on here all day for weeks on end then just stop for an equal amount of time.
 
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SNOB

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Apr 7, 2020
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You will eventually get bored of it.
Once you pass enough time here, you see people leaving, new members come, the topics of the threads tend to repeat as new waves of people join and it gets old.
That's how i felt.
I don't think so. I lurked here for many months before I joined. Although I plan to ctb at some point in the future it's won't be the recent future.
 
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TotallyIsolated

Mage
Nov 25, 2019
590
That's because you can find here what you won't find anywhere else... respect.

I thought I had quit around Christmas time. Some of the goodbyes are hard to come to terms with. There isnt really anywhere else I can go to talk though.
 
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muffin222

Enlightened
Mar 31, 2020
1,187
I was addicted to it for a few months, even before I actually registered to become a member. I've spent hours upon hours scouring the various threads here. Now, my "addiction" has died down quite a bit, but I still enjoy browsing and posting from time to time. This place is a unique safe haven for me
 
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mathieu

Enlightened
Jun 5, 2019
1,090
Same. It's almost as if I think one day a thread will pop up and I will just drop dead by reading it.
 
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theguineapigking

Useless piece of trash
Dec 5, 2019
593
I'm addicted to this forum as much as I am to tv(VERY ADDICTED TO TV). I literally use this forum while watching tv! I am often reading over questions for hours in a day.

This place is amazing. It allows you to speak honestly and openly, without having pro life bullshit spat all over you. The funny thing is that I often type 's' on my iPhone safari browser so that it autofills the website, even if I meant to go on amazon or something. It's like I subconsciously go to this website because I use and love it sooo much. It's just instinct now. I swear I can even mean to play music and accidentally go to this website, lol.


I'm thankful for all of you guys. I'm glad that I have the opportunity to be a part of this community!
 
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