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Happy deathday!

Happy deathday!

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Mar 22, 2021
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I'm a little worried but I just hope everything goes fine. I also took some pills an hour ago to hopefully make this attempt more peaceful. This may be it
 
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russlinjimmies

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Feb 21, 2021
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I'm sorry that it's come to this point for you, but I wish you peace.
 
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LansJ70

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May 3, 2021
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Good luck I hope it goes peacefully for you.
 
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dark_angel

dark_angel

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May 7, 2021
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Are you taking the one from "the jungle"?
 
FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
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If this is what you want then I hope you find peace. Nobody deserves to suffer in this life.
 
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Mar 22, 2021
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Holy shit I just tasted it and it's insanely salty
Lol it almost reminds me of a pretzel or some shit
 
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Mar 22, 2021
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Only a few sips so far
It's really bad but not completely unbearable I guess
Ok this is really fucking bad
 
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Journeytoletgo

Broken and hated 7-14 years long overdue
May 14, 2018
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Wishing you peace on your journey ✨ ✨
 
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Happy deathday!

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Mar 22, 2021
45
Once I swallow it the aftertaste actually isn't that bad but still
It also burns my lips and I'm using a straw
 
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Happy deathday!

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Mar 22, 2021
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How many grams are you gonna drink ?
I prepared 3 20g doses but I idk if I can make it through the first one I've had half so far
The more you drink the worse it gets
 
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suicidesheep31

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Jun 27, 2020
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i wish you a safe travel and hope you will find what you are looking for. Hugs!
 
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Mar 22, 2021
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Finished and now I'm nauseated
Heart rate went up too
 
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dark_angel

dark_angel

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May 7, 2021
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Sounds horrible , your lips burned even though you used a straw ?
 
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LansJ70

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May 3, 2021
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I plan on just knocking it straight back then minty chocolate.
 
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Mar 22, 2021
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Also there's NO WAY I can take another dose of this shit. No fucking way. I took 20g btw in 50ml of owatrr
*water
 
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Mar 22, 2021
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I'm gonna die finally let's go
 
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whitefeather

Thank the gods for Death
Apr 23, 2020
536
Every bunny is so different
 
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Mar 22, 2021
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I just threw up quite a bit and I feel better now
 
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Mar 22, 2021
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I got up to get my sweater and getting up made me more nauseous I guess
Not taking another dose I hope this one works also throwing up SN is fucking horrible
 
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Apr 29, 2021
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I hope it is painless and you can find the peace you deserve soon.Goodbye precious soul <3
 

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