I was going to join the club too, during my 20s, had to move town and cut everyone from my life in an attempt to overcome cocaine addiction.
Was planning to go by 27, just to feel included in something. I thought I was damned to die without the chance to experience real love in this life.
At 26 met a beautiful smart girl, that for some reason didn't care how fucked I was. End up marrying her at 27. Didn't worked out and we parted ways few years later.
This was 9 years ago even though it didn't worked out I would say I was worth it. Man, that was intense, for both of us. Our breakup was mainly my own fault, I'm unable to maintain healthy relationships.
I forced myself to let hear go, she didn't want it despite the piece of shit I am. She deserved better.
If still have something in you, maybe you should wait, CTB is always an option.