Venting a slight bit of hope

[r.vival]

as much as the breakup i experienced last week. everything hurts. thinking forward. thinking ahead. thinking now. it's not fair at all for him to put me in this place. as a last effort for some peace, i reached out to 2 friends i stopped talking to. i'm atleast okay. i may not experience what i truly want (genuine love) for now. however, i hope i do in the future. i'm a bit afraid i will relapse and do bad things. my mom left today, she's home all the time. if i'm home alone i really don't know.. my ex was my escape for being alone. i love being around people just so my thoughts don't get the worst out of me. but people end up hurting me far worse. i hope my current friends don't end up doing that. i feel stupid to hope again when all i met it more pain before i started hoping. as unfair as it is, i will continue.

 

[Pon]

Do not feel stupid for having hope in the possibility of good, as that is what faith and hope are all about.
You have chosen a path that will surely entail many more mountains to come, however, each time you get over one you will feel stronger than you were at the last summit one way or another.
I believe in you, and I hope you are able to find inner peace and the love you are looking for with those around you.

Do your best, and that is enough!

 

[r.vival]

Do not feel stupid for having hope in the possibility of good, as that is what faith and hope are all about.
You have chosen a path that will surely entail many more mountains to come, however, each time you get over one you will feel stronger than you were at the last summit one way or another.
I believe in you, and I hope you are able to find inner peace and the love you are looking for with those around you.

Do your best, and that is enough!

thank you for those really kind words!

 

[whywere]

You are WONDERFUL! kind and caring.

You are NEVER EVER stupid, and you are doing great and do not let anyone tell you differently ever.

Lots of huge hugs, love and the knowledge that having you as a good friend on here makes my days ever so much better and I can never thank you enough for that.

Walter