A shot to the heart….

[fastneasyTossout]

Hi all. I plan to ctb soon, and as the title suggest, I'm gonna go out with a bang… and I was just looking for any suggestions to help with that last couple minutes of pain besides liqueur.. cuz.. obviously SI knows something is up and I can't keep shit down for shit. Thank you <3

 

[Hollowillow]

I'm new and ignorant. But yesterday I too 12 tablet of 250mg of magnesium. It's a muscle relaxant. I guess I was stressed because I barely felt the first half. Maybe a bad idea if you want the geart to go faster & bleed out. Vitamin c also calms me. I don't know how to get drugs...

I'm surprised that you chose the heart not the brain. Sounds harder. But you might be able to aim again if it misses, unlike the head.

I hope you'll go with effective fireworks.

 

[theboy]

It is a good method. You can have some towels or cloths on hand so that when they find your body it won't be so bloody. I hope you find peace. All the best

 

[locked*n*loaded]

It's a good method if you hit the heart. I would imagine success would also depend on what size gun and type of ammunition is used.

 

[fastneasyTossout]

It's a good method if you hit the heart. I would imagine success would also depend on what size gun and type of ammunition is used.

12 gauge and #00 buckshot. Definitely overkill to say the least

I'm surprised that you chose the heart not the brain. Sounds harder. But you might be able to aim again if it misses, unlike the head.

Yeah, I would definitely do the brain but I have a crazy skepticism that if I loose my head, sight, I won't have it in whatever place I go.. I'd rather go there with a hole in my chest.. you know? Just a irrational fear

 

[wanttodie]

that's how I do it if I had a gun a gunshot to my heart

 

[Tired_again]

Where would one even get a gun

 

[fastneasyTossout]

Where would one even get a gun

I'm lucky enough to be in the states, they sell them at stores all over out here.