Venting A cruel offering in a cruel place.

[Darkover]

to be enslaved in weak fragile delicate skin and bones and actually feel the pain when these are damaged it's excruciating painful
to be put in harms way like this by some other people it's horrifyingly wicked nobody should have the power to enslave someone else
in this awful machine existence no one should hold that power no one should sentence another to this awful machine this tortured existence
life is this place is horrifyingly it's a tormented existence on offer here to never actually existed
would be an improvement over life in this universe to be spared this universe this horror would be a mercy life it's just wickedness
beyond imagining this existence this life is torment wrapped in flesh a cruel offering in a cruel place
what i would do to have never been born.
i wish i never know this evil universe existed had never experience any of it

 

[liskuntreat]

cruel for the weak blessing for the dominant

 

[drop]

Welcome to the world powerless hero. Nothing like getting hurt so badly that you open your eyes to see how this world is. The food, the medical, the education, all for just control. What happenned to the times where you can disappear into the woods and never be seen, for also it to not be illegeal. Let this world make you sick so you subscribe to "the cure". So that you'll be in debt.
"How do we save others" we ask ourselves while we are drowning.

Welcome to the world chained hero.

 

[goodlifesurfaceskim]

A merciful end to life is the greatest comfort I can imagine. A peaceful death has a place in this world. I am scared not to be dead but to be alive. Let me leave on my own accord this way

 

[drop]

A merciful end to life is the greatest comfort I can imagine. A peaceful death has a place in this world. I am scared not to be dead but to be alive. Let me leave on my own accord this way

I feel that way too. But I have this feeling to fight it. "Would I want to die a coward or suffer as a warrior." I think to myself. Is it worth it? I know i don't belong nor fit in anywhere, so what am I fighting for More like who am I fighting for. I feel like my life is over. Gone. Lost the chance have that great body, the great job, good friends, and a wife. There is someone out not yet born who is going to turn out like me if I don't do something, if I don't change my ways, if I don't wake up, If I don't fight. I feel responsible for that life best I know, no scratch that, I feel like I can do something. Just One life, just one life to make up for my life. I know who and what I should have become, but I don't have that and it is not my fault. Just one life that I can prevent the things that happenned in my life, just one. So they won't have to suffer that terriable fate.