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Enigma25

Enigma25

The No Mad Nomad
Mar 19, 2025
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I am trying to do things to curb my ideations. One pattern I've noticed is that I get very lonely on the weekends, that leads to me thinking of suicide. I also have a bad mood around holidays, specifically my bday. My bday is coming up. I can see the tornado coming but I am not sure how to prepare for it. I am a bit anxious.
 
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Sep 10, 2023
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Are there any topics you somewhat have an interest in? Maybe you could branch out into learning more about those
 
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The No Mad Nomad
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Are there any topics you somewhat have an interest in? Maybe you could branch out into learning more about those
Right now, I am very hyperfocused on my suicide, and learning anything I can. It's not dark to ME but it's likely not recommended to spend my time thinking about it...at all, but not this time specifically? Theres nuance here.
 

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