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steviewonder

steviewonder

Sexually Challenged
Nov 9, 2020
109
The end for me is close by and these final moments feel like an eternity. I can't wait for all the pain and suffering to end. My parents are about to go through devastation, but I will have 60 years of torture if I stay here.
 
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SuicidallyCurious

Enlightened
Dec 20, 2020
1,715
How will you fill the final nights
 
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Foresight

Foresight

Enlightened
Jun 14, 2019
1,393
I'm really sorry to see this. Did you find a method you're comfortable with? I wish you the best.
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
48,622
I wish you the best and I understand how you feel, to me the thought of suffering for decades is a horrible thought. It can be dreadful living a miserable existence. Death is the only thing I look forward to as it is the end of everything.
 
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needed_

needed_

waiting for a miracle
Dec 17, 2021
804
The end for me is close by and these final moments feel like an eternity. I can't wait for all the pain and suffering to end. My parents are about to go through devastation, but I will have 60 years of torture if I stay here.
I feel you, same with me (next week saturday) it's so hard to just wait all these days because I won't be home alone earlier... I wish you the best!
 
gottago222

gottago222

paranoia bae
Dec 21, 2021
275
i hope your final days are filled with joy and fun. have a blast. see you on the other side 🌹
 
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stilldreaming

Student
Aug 30, 2021
103
I understand. I don't want to hurt my family either. I just don't want to be miserable anymore.

I've tried so hard this week, but you know it doesn't make any difference. Ought to have done it 8 years ago. I'm scared to order N but if it arrives safely I'll be so grateful.

I wish you weren't in this situation. I'm sorry it's come to this. I hope everything works out for the best. If you want to take longer than 8 days, everyone here will be so happy for you.
 
AreWeWinning

AreWeWinning

Ā·
Nov 1, 2021
590
The end for me is close by and these final moments feel like an eternity. I can't wait for all the pain and suffering to end. My parents are about to go through devastation, but I will have 60 years of torture if I stay here.
May I ask, how did you come to accept that your parents will be affected by your decision? As much as I want to ignore this, I find it hard to deal with. How do you do it?
 
Of The Universe

Of The Universe

Specialist
Dec 31, 2021
382
Are you sure? You can always stop and think. That's your perogative.
 

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