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lemohemo

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I just picked up my meds, a little stuck for options, im at my end would it be enough to do the deed
 
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Bitter Almonds

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It is possible, but no guarantee. if you were left alone long enough, maybe the depressed breathing would get you?
 
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In my case it just messed me up a bit.

I couldn't speak more than one word at a time, I couldn't walk, my heart was racing and eventually I just passed out and slept until I woke up in the hospital the following morning.

I wouldn't bother
 
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lemohemo

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In my case it just messed me up a bit.

I couldn't speak more than one word at a time, I couldn't walk, my heart was racing and eventually I just passed out and slept until I woke up in the hospital the following morning.

I wouldn't bother

How are you feeling now? Any long term effects? thinking of survival and having to meet a nurse every morning and night to get my meds put me off it from talking to another service user who OD'd.

It is possible, but no guarantee. if you were left alone long enough, maybe the depressed breathing would get you?
I'm thinking of not taking them and waiting another month building up a supply if i was to go ahead with them. but if i fail it means meeting a nurse daily for my medication morning and night which would suck.
 
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CGN83

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How are you feeling now? Any long term effects? thinking of survival and having to meet a nurse every morning and night to get my meds put me off it from talking to another service user who OD'd.
Physically I was absolutely fine within a couple of days but I'm fairly big built so I guess it may have taken a lot more to affect me in the same way it would a skinny person.
 

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