30 days to die by partial

[PrettyMoose]

That is how much time I am giving myself. I had it in mind in January that I would be dead by the end of June, so I am close to my time limit. I expect to be dead by the end of 30 days, so if you all abrubtly no longer see me around here anymore then that is why. I have a good rope and a sturdy anchor so it all comes down to hitting the right spot in order to pass out. All of this pandemic crap has made it difficult for me to attempt up until this point, but opportunity for me to pull it off has opened up so I shall start getting serious about leaving.

I ask that if I am not around after 30 days then please ban my account as has been done with users who have died previously.

It's been cool here and I wish you all the best.

 

[watereyes]

I really don't want to see you go man.. but its your choice.. well I care about you and thats all I have to say. safe travels

 

[Meowkin]

Good luck. Hope you find peace.

 

[Jumper Geo]

Sorry man, will miss your posts, I hope you find peace or hang around to speak with us on SS.

 

[Lostandfound7]

I'm sorry pretty..I enjoy reading ur posts..I'm sorry it has come to this..

U will b missed, my love..

 

[Notwinnernotawin]

Good luck. I hope you find peace ❤

 

[PrettyMoose]

Thanks everyone. I will keep this post going as a sort of journal until the end I suppose. Today I'm not going to attempt but I will within the next couple of days. I got my note together along with a delayed scheduled message that I will set for 24 hours after my potentially successful attempt, just to give myself more than enough time in case I pass out but then wake up later as some people have reported happening. I'm also going to work on making secure knots with shoelaces and bedsheets to tie my hands and legs to prevent too much thrashing around. Either that or I'll use lots of tape.

 

[UberYeets]

Such a shame to see someone so wise and intelligent go like this......I hope things improve for you....

 

[Myforevercharlie]

I'm so sorry to see you leave, i do like to read your posts..

Go in peace...

 

[Aap]

Great song...

 

[PrettyMoose]

Tomorrow is an opportunity for me to make a serious attempt with partial. I've been practicing tying handcuff knots with shoelaces and bedsheets so that I may bind my feet and hands together. It needs to be "locked" with an overhand knot.

How to Tie a Handcuff Knot? Tips, Uses & Step-By-Step Instruction

The handcuff knot, also known as the hobble knot forms two loops on a length of rope secured at the center that can be used as makeshift handcuffs as pointed out in The Ashley Book of Knots. However, since it does not have any inherent locking action, it cannot be reliably used for the said […]

www.101knots.com

 

[Brackenshire]

I wish for you a calm heart and a peaceful journey friend

 

[plough22]

safe in your journey, I too will go this way and please god, that I Do it right. I wish you a fast journey too @PrettyNoose . Make sure rope, knot and anchor point.