Discussion 2020 Is Near, Anyone Planning On CTB?

[Xebsora29]

We have exactly six more days till January 1st, 2020.
I'm wanting to CTB soon before the new year begins.

Hopefully, it works out for me. We'll see unfortunately.

 

[ImSorryEmma]

I'm planning to CTB right before 2020 comes but my SN hasn't come yet, probably since it's the holidays and it's really busy so maybe ill have to postpone my CTB date until early January

 

[Flume]

I was... but the plan fucked up so now I have to wait a bit longer.

 

[Roberto]

We have exactly six more days till January 1st, 2020.
I'm wanting to CTB soon before the new year begins.

Hopefully, it works out for me. We'll see unfortunately.

Everything is prepared, but I'm don't have a date. I can still go forward.

 

[BPD Barbie]

I plan to do it within the first half of January. Ideally I wouldn't have even got this far, but there we go. Didn't want the few friends and family I have left to associate Christmas with my passing, so that's why I'm hanging on a little longer.

 

[Roberto]

I plan to do it within the first half of January. Ideally I wouldn't have even got this far, but there we go. Didn't want the few friends and family I have left to associate Christmas with my passing, so that's why I'm hanging on a little longer.

That is a good thinking. I would do the same.

 

[Farmmaa]

If my package arrives I will have to go before January 3 because I have no money for rent and I really can't bare to disappoint people any more.

But now I have major anxiety because I only have a week to get everything finished

 

[Fragile]

i'm planning on March or April but if i get my method earlier then i may as well use it on late January. i'm not giving this life any more chances, every time i try to recover i end up way worse and since i'm on a timer to CTB because of my illnesses i know that i wont be seeing the second half of 2020.

 

[LiWeiYoung]

My plan is for December 31st. Hopefully I'll CTB and not see another year.

 

[56709]

I am planning on leaving by July 2020 but I won't make a serious plan until I know that I have access to all of the materials needed, a good environment and enough time to myself to carry it out.

 

[BPD_LE]

I'm going 30th. No fucking way I'm making another new year.

 

[TimeToBiteTheDust]

Me too. 2020 is my year.

 

[OneBigBlur]

I'd kill myself right now if I had the opportunity to be left alone long enough, but it'll have to be Spring 2020.

 

[FracturedSeraphim]

A good friend of mine asked me to wait. I told him I would for now.... But I still think about it. A lot. He hasnt talked much since then so I'll probably go near the end of January as a "I gave it a chance and waited like you asked and couldn't wait longer". I don't want him to suffer too much but I'm tired of suffering myself. Maybe going sooner he will be angry at me instead of sad? I don't know at this point. Either way I don't plan on making it to 23.

 

[Enshadowed]

I plan to do it within the first half of January. Ideally I wouldn't have even got this far, but there we go. Didn't want the few friends and family I have left to associate Christmas with my passing, so that's why I'm hanging on a little longer.

This for me as well. I don't want my family to associate the holidays with my death if possible. Going to try to hold off until late Jan or early Feb. Finishing up my research and getting things ordered in the meantime.

 

[maybeimalreadydead]

I'm thinking the beginning of Jan.

 

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[lucines]

Was originally planning on waiting till March due to school related reasons, however life has been so unbearable the past few weeks that I've decided to end it before the start of the new year. The only issue is that my SN has been stuck in transit for nearly 4 weeks due to the holiday season so I might be forced to wait till 2020 regardless of my decision, but what's certain is that as soon as it arrives it will be lights out for me.

 

[Meant2Die]

Within the next 2-3 weeks for sure. Just waiting on something to happen. I don't really care whether it's before or after the new year personally. I used to think I wanted to do it after the nyc ball drop bc that would be like going out in a celebration but logistically it won't work living with family. I'd rather do it on a "boring", uneventful day. The thing is there are kids in the family and I would prefer they just have a normal holiday, so about mid in Jan is my timeline now.

 

[porfin1234]

Yes... I reached the peak of my life and time to go. Better to burn out than fade away.

 

[enjoy]

june 1st, 2020 is the date i have scheduled. for me personally, impulsive, last-minute attempts have never worked (clearly). i'm doing all the research i can to make sure i don't screw up again.

 

[TheDevilsAngel]

It's all I'm thinking about, im dreading the new year... I don't want to be here i don't want to start another year...

 

[JohnUK]

I am thinking like 02 02 2020 at 02:02 am and 02 seconds. Might as well try for all the 2s to ctb

 

[anchored_astronaut]

honestly? no. i want to at least have one LGBTQ+ bar experience before i die and being american that cant happen until i'm 21, and being born in 2000, that can't happen until 2021.

i know that's a lame thing to hang on for but eyyy, it's something, right?

 

[TearyEyedQueen]

On a warm summer day in july of 2020, all my problems will be solved and my pain will disappear :')

 

[tiggles2000]

I'm actually considering CTB on Sunday. It's my birthday, and I think it's rather fitting, the day I come into this world against my will is the day I choose to leave it

 

[Cutepoison]

I'm actually considering CTB on Sunday. It's my birthday, and I think it's rather fitting, the day I come into this world against my will is the day I choose to leave it

That's... strong

 

[crea_the_hopeless]

I plan to do it within the first half of January. Ideally I wouldn't have even got this far, but there we go. Didn't want the few friends and family I have left to associate Christmas with my passing, so that's why I'm hanging on a little longer.

That's the ONLY reason I'm still here. My mom pleaded for me to stick around, it's Christmas, plus my baby sissy's birthday is around the corner. I'm gonna let all that pass, but I'd like to be gone the morning of the 31st.

 

[Moose]

I want to go now, but family is still here so probably wait till the 31st. Tired of living in the pain