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[anywherebuthere]

I cant wait to depart this hell . I don't know what's on the other side but it has to be better than this shit hand life has dealt me .
My method will be N in a bathtub- fill my bath , take 200 ml of N while kneeling in the bath so when I pass out , I'll be face down in water .
I know what you're thinking.. if you have N why would you combine it with another method ? Due to significant research , waiting 4 or more hours is just way too drawn out for my liking. I also don't want to unconsciously throw up & fail . Also , in the unfortunate event if I were to be found or interrupted , the chances of them bringing me back is slim to none .
Thank you for this forum . If it weren't for it I'd have to go with something much gruesome like shooting myself or jumping & spending my last few minutes in fear .
I hope you all find peace & I wish you a peaceful journey .

 

[symphony]

Best of luck and safe travels. I'm sorry you feel you've had to come to this point. Hoping you find peace.

 

[jimmy7754]

I thought about rowing a boat out in a lake and taking N.. then drilling a few holes in the boat.

 

[anywherebuthere]

I thought about rowing a boat out in a lake and taking N.. then drilling a few holes in the boat.

Nice .. I'd be worried about good samaritans coming to your rescue .

 

[FuneralCry]

I'm sorry for all the suffering that has brought you to this point. I can imagine that it must be a relief having the option to peacefully exit this world. I wish you the best in whatever happens.

 

[Al_stargate]

Sorry about your situation. With N, most people are dead within 40 minutes after consumption, so it shouldn't take 4 hours. I personally wouldn't want my last memory to be slipping underwater half-conscious. I believe some have used a plastic bag over their head along with N but it would require some timing I'd assume.

 

[anywherebuthere]

Sorry about your situation. With N, most people are dead within 40 minutes after consumption, so it shouldn't take 4 hours. I personally wouldn't want my last memory to be slipping underwater half-conscious. I believe some have used a plastic bag over their head along with N but it would require some timing I'd assume.

I'm healthy and 77kg it may take longer for me . I've come across articles where it took medically fragile people 4 hrs. Im more freaked out about failing than drowning . As long as I'm unconscious & my panic alarm doesn't go off , I don't mind drowning .

 

[Al_stargate]

I'm healthy and 77kg it may take longer for me . I've come across articles where it took medically fragile people 4 hrs. Im more freaked out about failing than drowning . As long as I'm unconscious & my panic alarm doesn't go off , I don't mind drowning .

I'm not an expert in how N works but I'm not sure if health has much to do with how long it takes. I saw a timetable on this forum about how long it takes to die. Vast majority of people were dead within an hour. Not sure about their age. If anyone has more info let us know.