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21stcenturycamus

21stcenturycamus

Member
Sep 6, 2021
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Hello everyone. I am 159cm 45kg female. Should I order 1 or 2 bottles of N?
 
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supermario

Experienced
Oct 21, 2021
233
I don't know much about dosage, but if you could afford it, I think it's always a good idea to get a second, back up N in case you puke a lot of the first one up.
 
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healthrecovery

Specialist
Sep 25, 2021
378
Buy 2 because buying 1 is almost as expensive as two
This article could be biased idk...but if its true you need 2
 
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PeacefulTonic

Enlightened
Aug 10, 2021
1,004
Since the euthanasia clinics have used 9/12/15g, I'm always in the two bottle camp
 
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Catloaf

Catloaf

Mage
Aug 14, 2021
505
As someone who cannot afford 2 bottles, I keep convincing myself that 1 should be enough. But I know that when I finally have it in my cupboard, it won't bring me desired peace of mind. I'll fear prolonged coma til the fckn end.

So if you can afford 2, buy 2. Just for the sake of avoiding the constant internal debate.
 
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eternalmelancholy

eternalmelancholy

waiting for the bus
Mar 24, 2021
1,168
If you can afford 1, you can afford 2. It is just a matter of waiting until you make enough money. I HIGHLY recommend everyone goes with 2 bottles or 13g of N. There is a reason why all the clinics use a dose of 10g+.

6g might be enough but why even take the risk? You might not get another shot at this.
 
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Catloaf

Catloaf

Mage
Aug 14, 2021
505
If you can afford 1, you can afford 2. It is just a matter of waiting until you make enough money. I HIGHLY recommend everyone goes with 2 bottles or 13g of N. There is a reason why all the clinics use a dose of 10g+.

6g might be enough but why even take the risk? You might not get another shot at this.
I understand your point but for some of us it's just not possible to save up. Getting N to Europe is more expensive than to US. To Asia it's twice as higher. Bear in mind that the cost of living is different everywhere.

I can't work but still try my best to get money. Dollar by dollar. But I don't know how much time I've got since N sellers come and go like seasons.
 
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eternalmelancholy

eternalmelancholy

waiting for the bus
Mar 24, 2021
1,168
I understand your point but for some of us it's just not possible to save up. Getting N to Europe is more expensive than to US. To Asia it's twice as higher. Bear in mind that the cost of living is different everywhere.

I can't work but still try my best to get money. Dollar by dollar. But I don't know how much time I've got since N sellers come and go like seasons.

You are right, vendors do come and go. There is only one legit source at the moment and if he decides to retire or something happens to him, then N might not be available for a while.

I guess it is your call. If you can afford two then it is a no brainer. But if you have to ctb soon and can only afford one bottle then you should probably take benzos and alcohol with it to increase its lethality. The price difference between one and two bottles is not huge so if you can wait a little bit to save enough for two, then that would be the best option.
 
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PeacefulTonic

Enlightened
Aug 10, 2021
1,004
@catloaf If I had no money I'd go on a ramen noodle diet and save up for N
 
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Catloaf

Mage
Aug 14, 2021
505
@catloaf If I had no money I'd go on a ramen noodle diet and save up for N
I don't have an income :)
I'm dependent on my parents. I'm not the one planning our budget.

If anyone has other ideas how to get that bag, I'm open to suggestions.
 
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justsayin

justsayin

Member
Jan 30, 2021
493
@catloaf If I had no money I'd go on a ramen noodle diet and save up for N

Many forum members are already on some form of a ramen noodle diet. There is a meme about rich guy telling poor people that they should stop "buying smashed avocados for $19 and four coffees at $4 each" if they want to buy a house.
 
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PeacefulTonic

Enlightened
Aug 10, 2021
1,004
Many forum members are already on some form of a ramen noodle diet. There is a meme about rich guy telling poor people that they should stop "buying smashed avocados for $19 and four coffees at $4 each" if they want to buy a house.
That's a pretty unfair analogy. N isn't that expensive. If you can keep living everyday for months/years, then there's a way to get money for it
 
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Catloaf

Mage
Aug 14, 2021
505
That's a pretty unfair analogy. N isn't that expensive. If you can keep living everyday for months/years, then there's a way to get money for it
If only this was the case for every person here. It's true that some are able to save up if they try. But nothing is that easy. Some of us are stuck and don't have this opportunity. And we don't have to explain our life stories as to why we can't get money.
 
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PeacefulTonic

Enlightened
Aug 10, 2021
1,004
If only this was the case for every person here. It's true that some are able to save up if they try. But nothing is that easy. Some of us are stuck and don't have this opportunity. And we don't have to explain our life stories as to why we can't get money.
I'm sorry about your situation. I wish everyone here could have access to N
 
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Sslsh

Sslsh

Experienced
Jan 29, 2020
293
Well there's always sn right?
 
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justsayin

justsayin

Member
Jan 30, 2021
493
That's a pretty unfair analogy. N isn't that expensive. If you can keep living everyday for months/years, then there's a way to get money for it

Poverty is unfair. N is very expensive for poor people. Don't get me wrong, I'm not blaming you for poverty, but telling poor people to save money is just adding insult to injury.
 

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