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GodzillasBiggestFan

GodzillasBiggestFan

Godzilla's Lonely Bestie
Jan 12, 2026
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i hope your okay. you can go to a hospital maybe for help so you dont get in pain. and you can talk to all us. i hope you'll be okay.
 
Dandelion's

Dandelion's

Dumbass
May 24, 2026
215
I hope you found peace if not I'd suggest you clarify or you might get a gbt ban
 
Fadenself00_

Fadenself00_

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Sep 21, 2025
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I hope you found peace if not I'd suggest you clarify or you might get a gbt ban
Am I tripping? Wasn't there a follow-up posted in this thread, about how the attempt failed because it was Nitrate instead of Nitrite? (Sorry if I'm confusing two different ones, but I could have sworn there was more context posted here yesterday)
 
Dandelion's

Dandelion's

Dumbass
May 24, 2026
215
Am I tripping? Wasn't there a follow-up posted in this thread, about how the attempt failed because it was Nitrate instead of Nitrite? (Sorry if I'm confusing two different ones, but I could have sworn there was more context posted here yesterday)
You are right, but it was in another thread
 
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+lostdog+

Forever Exhausted
Jul 30, 2026
30
What is a gbt ban? I double checked the rules but didn't see a mention of such acronym (or anything that would stand for gbt).
after you ctb, your account typically gets banned as a sort of goodbye. i dont remember what GBT stands for off the the top of my head
 
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eggsausagerice

eggsausagerice

he/him
Apr 21, 2025
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i dont remember what GBT stands for off the the top of my head
might've been a typo/autocorrect for ctb. i can't find anything online. op can prob contact mods by making a ticket if their account gets banned
 
Dandelion's

Dandelion's

Dumbass
May 24, 2026
215
What is a gbt ban? I double checked the rules but didn't see a mention of such acronym (or anything that would stand for gbt).
A gbt ban is a good bye thread ban, I assume at least that's what it said on my profile while I was banned like a month ago it just said reason for ban GBT.
after you ctb, your account typically gets banned as a sort of goodbye. i dont remember what GBT stands for off the the top of my head
 
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Macedonian1987

Macedonian1987

Just a sad guy from Macedonia.
Oct 22, 2025
1,355
I don't know but she hasn't been active since Monday☹️
I hope she is at peace, wherever she is. She was still conscious and able to write coherently 2,5 hours after she drank her SN. She might be still alive.
 
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DeathSweetDeath

DeathSweetDeath

Visionary
Nov 12, 2025
2,165
I hope she is at peace, wherever she is. She was still conscious and able to write coherently 2,5 hours after she drank her SN. She might be still alive.
Yeah I don't think nitrate kills.
she survived. it was nitrAte. I don't know if she has tried another method since then.
Idk, last thing she wrote was she had a big bottle of argon & was going to try again that night.
 
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Macedonian1987

Macedonian1987

Just a sad guy from Macedonia.
Oct 22, 2025
1,355
she survived. it was nitrAte. I don't know if she has tried another method since then.
I suspected either that or a SN with very low purity (one of those curing salts with just 6% SN in it)
Yeah I don't think nitrate kills.

Idk, last thing she wrote was she had a big bottle of argon & was going to try again that night.
Nitrate does not kill. It will just give you a bad stomachache.
 
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