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Ms_Type

Ms_Type

The typo in reality
Aug 21, 2026
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I dont want to talk about what led me here. I dont have that long. Just. Be with me. I dont want to fade knowing no one knew. Pics of me. Atleast i can die kinda pretty.
 

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delinquentsandwich

delinquentsandwich

professional dissociator
Jan 23, 2026
180
how's the weather? I hope it's a gentle day out today for you ^^
 
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Ms_Type

The typo in reality
Aug 21, 2026
18
how's the weather? I hope it's a gentle day out today for you ^^
Its really good 80 rn. Smoking some blue lotus to calm down. Took my pain killers. Just. Waiting for sunset tbh
 
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praythestars

praythestars

Member
Jan 11, 2026
59
Sorry that this is how it went for you. I'll stick around if you want to talk. Did you get in the water at all or does it move too fast? It's been a long while since I was able to sit back and put my feet in the water.
 
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delinquentsandwich

delinquentsandwich

professional dissociator
Jan 23, 2026
180
sunsets are one of the most beautiful things in life
I'm hoping to go out while watching one too..
 
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fluorescentpearl

fluorescentpearl

Stirb nicht vor mir
Jul 19, 2026
698
Good luck girly <3 the world should've treated you better, I hope it goes smoothly for you, ending it in nature is quite soothing I imagine
 
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divineprana

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May 28, 2026
19
Good luck, I'm here if you change your mind and want a friend.
 
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ThisPartySucks

ThisPartySucks

ive never been this tired in my life...
Aug 22, 2026
58
I'm here for the end too. I'll stay until the end.
 
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TJT

Member
Aug 21, 2026
12
Good luck, I hope it goes well and is comfortable!
 
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Forveleth

I knew I forgot to do something when I was 15...
Mar 26, 2024
5,005
That sounds like a lovely place to find your forever peace. Also our tattoo looks cool.
 
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LonelyPrince

Rotten to the Core
Dec 12, 2025
349
I dont want to talk about what led me here. I dont have that long. Just. Be with me. I dont want to fade knowing no one knew. Pics of me. Atleast i can die kinda pretty.
Whatever happens I hope you find peace. I'm sorry it had to come to this. Also, you are very pretty!đź«‚
 
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iloverachel

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Mar 7, 2024
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Wish you peace my friend. Here for you
 
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Gild-Holm-’Ur

Gild-Holm-’Ur

Ghost of relationships past
Jun 28, 2026
135
For what it's worth, I think the two pictures of you look cute.
 
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Gild-Holm-’Ur

Ghost of relationships past
Jun 28, 2026
135
How are you feeling?
 
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Gild-Holm-’Ur

Ghost of relationships past
Jun 28, 2026
135
Any symptoms like headache, blue fingernails?
 
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EternalShore

EternalShore

Hardworking Lass who Dreams of Love~ 💕✨
Jun 9, 2023
1,997
hope you're alright with whatever's happening there~ >_< it can still kill you, but you might not~ Remember to call EMS and ask for methlyene blue if it looks like you'll survive or you change your mind~ I'll pray for you~ :)
 
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ThisPartySucks

ive never been this tired in my life...
Aug 22, 2026
58
Idk what to do now…
Luckily you only have to make one decision right now if your body absorbed any of the SN. Do you let what you potentially absorbed do it's work, or do you go get checked out at the hospital? It's a very personal choice.

If you're experiencing any symptoms, and you're unsure if the outcome will be desired, it's probably best to go to the hospital so you don't suffer needlessly, but again, that is ultimately your decision. We are here if you want to talk to us, or if you need us to help you in some way.
 
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darksoul999

darksoul999

Member
Aug 23, 2026
38
so sorry, i failed an attempt with Fent, Wishing you peace..
 
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Fadenself00_

Fadenself00_

🍎🍎🍎
Sep 21, 2025
518
There's a good chance that still did it ;(
 
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delinquentsandwich

delinquentsandwich

professional dissociator
Jan 23, 2026
180
I hope she's okay :(

or resting if she went through with it
 
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N@te

Student
Aug 6, 2026
116
hope you're alright with whatever's happening there~ >_< it can still kill you, but you might not~ Remember to call EMS and ask for methlyene blue if it looks like you'll survive or you change your mind~ I'll pray for you~ :)
vitamin c is sometimes used if methylene blue is unavailable or counterindicated
Aaaa. What should i do. I survived fully. Even after drinking
might be a good idea to go home or to a hospital and try to mitigate any damage
 
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ThisPartySucks

ive never been this tired in my life...
Aug 22, 2026
58
Aaaa. What should i do. I survived fully. Even after drinking
We breathe, and we exist for a moment. It's a lot to process an unsuccessful attempt. You are safe here, and surrounded by those that understand and care about you.
 
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delinquentsandwich

professional dissociator
Jan 23, 2026
180
Aaaa. What should i do. I survived fully. Even after drinking
do you have any lasting symptoms?
the only thing I'd recommend doing if so, is hospital

but otherwise I don't think another attempt tonight would be wise
 
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DeathSweetDeath

Visionary
Nov 12, 2025
2,165
Aaaa. What should i do. I survived fully. Even after drinking
Did you take meto or any other antiemetic? Or no? You should've lost consciousness in the first 20 minutes or so.
 
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