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Suicide Discussion

Share with the community any thoughts or feelings you may have regarding suicide and ask questions you can't ask anywhere else.
AgentOrange
Story Next month I’ll be ready, but I need help.
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13
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2K
CacklingZombie
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Help Is there a reason to continue?
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1
Views
410
CacklingZombie
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zekeyaeger
Discussion What would you think of while dying?
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25
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2K
Invisible23
Invisible23
OutOfThisBody
  • Question
Help Is this gender dysphoria or self hatred?
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5
Views
657
drag201
drag201
Kusogaki
Discussion How did you find this forum and do you regret joining?
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103
Views
6K
Emeralds
Emeralds
EmpressDean
Help Nembutal over seas
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9
Views
778
maniac116
maniac116
LostLily
Wish I had a better reason to CTB.
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3
Views
469
LostLily
LostLily
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Least scary method of ctb?
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27
Views
2K
dimgobaith
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loslassen
Venting do you also ruin things for yourself?
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8
Views
950
sirciroc
sirciroc
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Where is the N megathread?
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3
Views
539
Dyingsoon
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LostLily
  • Poll
Diamond from ashes.
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2
Views
299
LostLily
LostLily
dembe
Venting my vent thread
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6
Views
589
dembe
dembe
Valhala
A hard truth I realized when I lost her, maybe forever..:-(
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2
Views
414
Valhala
Valhala
PuppyCatTeeth
Venting Homeless
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5
Views
618
dontwakemeup
D
S
What should I expect if I make An sn suicide attempt
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8
Views
1K
dontwakemeup
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iLikeFrogs
Venting My grandfather is dying and I can't help him
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3
Views
583
iLikeFrogs
iLikeFrogs
M
Can someone explain the SN measurements to me?
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9
Views
738
myusername890
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d4isy
ironically, smoking is the only thing keeping me alive.
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2
Views
351
bitcrush
bitcrush
motherofmahesh
  • Question
Threads about CTB with F??
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2
Views
441
LifeQuitter
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L'absent
Discussion He parks the car, walks on the tracks and throws himself under the train: he dies at the age of 27. The tragedy in Marzocca
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8
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1K
Bilal
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Wolf-Alice
I beg that you DM me a hint or keyword for DMC
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1
Views
452
LifeQuitter
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FireFox
I have learnt my lesson I will never call for help if my suicidal thoughts worsen
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5
Views
1K
A350-1000
A350-1000
GoSan1
Story Dream of death and signs.
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2
Views
404
GoSan1
GoSan1
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What excuses should I give in the ER if I fail my SN attempt?
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16
Views
987
dontwakemeup
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D
Venting Can I vent and cry for 1 day please?
Replies
2
Views
468
SVEN
SVEN
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Venting I miss my mom. The pain never goes away😢
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2
Views
397
dontwakemeup
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Venting i was doing fine for a week then suddenly the urge to die crashed down on me again
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1
Views
570
dontwakemeup
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Sasukecel
Venting Every single day I want to die, but I also want to simultaneously rebuild my life.
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3
Views
971
Kali_Yuga13
Kali_Yuga13
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Shyness killed me before suicide
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1
Views
501
blackbeauty
blackbeauty
cinnamonstix
Story I just want to make people feel beautiful
Replies
5
Views
832
maniac116
maniac116
saturn1402
SN from DMC stuck in customs :((
Replies
24
Views
3K
saturn1402
saturn1402
annoyed
Help instructions on cutting
Replies
2
Views
637
EvisceratedJester
EvisceratedJester
Csmith8827
The voices (part 4)
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0
Views
279
Csmith8827
Csmith8827
singingcrow
I made the huge mistake..
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4
Views
572
tbh2023
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ChaosArashi
Woke up, no car
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2
Views
567
ChaosArashi
ChaosArashi
EmptyCurtainCall
Help ADC question
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1
Views
484
azoidant
azoidant
azoidant
Help Anyone order antiemetics/other meds from ADC?
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0
Views
222
azoidant
azoidant
ladidabi
Repeated, sudden feelings of hoplessness
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0
Views
301
ladidabi
ladidabi
CremstDearest
Venting i hate my mom
Replies
9
Views
757
CremstDearest
CremstDearest
TimeFateLove
It's never enough
Replies
2
Views
439
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
eepymumu8
  • Question
Help How long does it take for SN's chemical structural changes?
Replies
7
Views
865
rozeske
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LostLily
  • Poll
Are you good at hiding your emotions ?
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30
Views
1K
LostLily
LostLily
I
Brazilian states are going to regulate Sodium Nitrite (SN) commercialization
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20
Views
3K
LostLily
LostLily
P
Help How to overcome fasting?
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13
Views
1K
pace_of_the_future
P
true-ending
Venting BPD hurts me so badly every day
Replies
7
Views
579
pulleditnearlyoff
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Sweet Chainsaw
How Do You Survive Pre-CTB Period? (Can't CTB B/C of My Cat & Logistics)
Replies
2
Views
630
Forever Sleep
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J
I tried to inject 10ml propofol but unable to inject because it is milky substance
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3
Views
421
jasmineck
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Might need to pay for school by trying to off myself.
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2
Views
366
Pigeonleaderboard44
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EmpressDean
Help 24 hr SN?
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6
Views
723
cowboypants
cowboypants
oysa
ppl who have successfully got their hands on SN
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10
Views
831
turnaround
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