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Suicide Discussion

Share with the community any thoughts or feelings you may have regarding suicide and ask questions you can't ask anywhere else.
Jisatsu
Venting My thoughts on failed and successful attempts being that I've failed a lot....
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18
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1K
lovelove416
lovelove416
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Im scared
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6
Views
684
persepexa
persepexa
persepexa
Venting Next steps
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0
Views
349
persepexa
persepexa
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Discussion Planning to CTB feels like making a plan for breaking out of prison
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4
Views
576
fkyou
fkyou
A
Thanks y'all
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0
Views
316
AngelBritney
A
pancakelover20
im having a really bad day
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2
Views
377
lpdsvm
lpdsvm
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Venting Rough work day
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5
Views
700
Gabbi_Station
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Discussion Isn't the purity test guide for SN wrong in the SN bible?
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9
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962
heydude56
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kufajoy
Metoclopramide injection with SN works ?
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1
Views
396
dalemar
D
T
I just hope it doesn't hurt too much
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1
Views
389
behindtheveil
behindtheveil
Jisatsu
Discussion I hate how impulsive i am
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1
Views
295
nails
nails
akira.kewl
Discussion what do you consider an attempt?
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13
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1K
Almost Dead
Almost Dead
fkyou
Discussion Tell me why my pattern of thinking was miserable from the get go
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0
Views
270
fkyou
fkyou
canoekit
Help Indoor Cameras
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2
Views
357
canoekit
canoekit
un.exist
Ctb feels inevitable
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5
Views
484
unluckysadness
unluckysadness
rowfish
Venting two weeks in and i already feel burnt out
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0
Views
456
rowfish
rowfish
mordumfan
Anyone else’s parents not allow them to be depressed?
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5
Views
485
Arvayn
Arvayn
drownitoutwithmusic
Does anyone else’s thoughts scare them sometimes?
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6
Views
522
itsgone2
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blueskies3
Testing Benzos for SN method
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4
Views
625
blueskies3
blueskies3
BillyBob
Venting Feel like I am being forced to CTB earlier then planned.
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0
Views
411
BillyBob
BillyBob
cylus46
Venting Is it time.
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2
Views
489
blueskies3
blueskies3
he1terskelter
Help SN and benzos
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15
Views
915
he1terskelter
he1terskelter
M
Im a complete coward
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6
Views
508
behindtheveil
behindtheveil
Sphinxi
I have decided to ctb on January 23
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13
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1K
Sphinxi
Sphinxi
kunikuzushi
at least I know the person closest to me won't miss me
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8
Views
728
kunikuzushi
kunikuzushi
LakeMungoGirl
Alternative SN sources
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33
Views
5K
Lemonite
L
Cepheuss
Venting Stalker
Replies
6
Views
583
violetforever
violetforever
R
My Barebones SN Procedure
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2
Views
509
Realog11
R
KattinKai!
Discussion What was your push?
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30
Views
1K
violetforever
violetforever
Crematoryy
NSFW First day of the year. By the end of this year I should lose my virginity
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39
Views
3K
Abort!
Abort!
deadzombie6
Discussion Is anybody else bothered about the people who'd be happy once you're dead ?
Replies
17
Views
1K
justanotherbody
justanotherbody
woofwag
The process of preparing to ctb is so annoying
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2
Views
650
woofwag
woofwag
StellaOctangula
Story I killed my mother
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8
Views
2K
StellaOctangula
StellaOctangula
J
I need help finding some supplies
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3
Views
746
DeathSweetDeath
D
H
Stupid signs in people's yards
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28
Views
942
violetforever
violetforever
Sleeper System
My mind is deteriorating ™️
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7
Views
602
InevitableDeath
InevitableDeath
kishi
Venting Like what the fuck is this
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3
Views
534
CerebralVortex
CerebralVortex
lovelove416
NSFW He's gone, forever. (Part 2)
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2
Views
865
violetforever
violetforever
LittleNelson
Has Anyone Noticed A Lot More Suicides In The News
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10
Views
777
InevitableDeath
InevitableDeath
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Shotgun through the mouth
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2
Views
294
madameviolette
madameviolette
brittlemoth
  • Question
Do people on the whole actually recover?
Replies
10
Views
579
Scythe
S
marksofdespair
Discussion how many here are still suicidal even after trying to get help?
Replies
10
Views
744
InevitableDeath
InevitableDeath
snowsilence
Best day to ctb ?
Replies
2
Views
459
InevitableDeath
InevitableDeath
Kokonoe
Venting Found myself hating humanity as a whole.
Replies
14
Views
781
InevitableDeath
InevitableDeath
mordumfan
  • Question
Does this look reliable
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0
Views
211
mordumfan
mordumfan
tarnishedstoner
Discussion Can people close to us sense when we're about to die?
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11
Views
824
GodzillasBiggestFan
GodzillasBiggestFan
A
Knives types and methods
Replies
2
Views
492
U. A.
U. A.
39hatsune
ctb tomorrow
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23
Views
2K
39hatsune
39hatsune
Jisatsu
Discussion Crying everytime i wake up.
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14
Views
821
InevitableDeath
InevitableDeath
LonelyPrince
Venting I can't make art anymore
Replies
7
Views
642
InevitableDeath
InevitableDeath
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