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Suicide Discussion

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JBFTM224
  • Question
What do you think is a reasonable reason to want to ctb?
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11
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780
Dark Window
Dark Window
FuneralCry
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Venting It’s disappointing what this site became
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4
Views
883
EyesOfNight
EyesOfNight
F
Venting a single Bees Knees turns into suicidal despair (29M)
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1
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620
halleyscomet
halleyscomet
W
I'm afraid to die
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10
Views
570
Ambivalent1
Ambivalent1
FuneralCry
Venting Access to peaceful, guaranteed suicide methods should be a human right
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4
Views
661
Dark Moon
Dark Moon
B
What are the suitable ones from the list for SN?
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4
Views
552
Blueth
B
fleetingnight
Venting Repetitive vent like always
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4
Views
779
Dark Moon
Dark Moon
MeowTheFlemishCat
Discussion MAID (Canada) for mental illness DELAYED again until 2027
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11
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836
Not Today Satan
Not Today Satan
goodoldnoname923
Falling down
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5
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450
iloverachel
I
lkjhgfdsa1
no reason to live anymore
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2
Views
337
Blueth
B
alpris13
Venting Keep coming back here/Whats the point?
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4
Views
614
Forever Sleep
F
lkjhgfdsa1
how to accept it will never get better
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15
Views
986
wsx-rt
W
gggy
i feel peaceful when I'm going to ctb
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3
Views
329
Dark Window
Dark Window
L
Nembutal and vomiting
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1
Views
490
final_countdown12
F
AbsentMindedHuman
Venting I dont understand existance anymore
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6
Views
579
trappedinthislife
trappedinthislife
A
Really need help
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2
Views
430
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
L
Benzos before or after sn
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2
Views
410
Optimu$
Optimu$
quietandsad113
Failed was found
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6
Views
711
Optimu$
Optimu$
goodoldnoname923
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Running out of methods
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23
Views
2K
Zaphkiel
Z
assisted
Help i'm probably going to kill myself tonight
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11
Views
867
Dark Window
Dark Window
bipolar22
Pullup bar coming soon
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1
Views
390
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
KillingPain267
Method Death by Methaqualone?
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0
Views
339
KillingPain267
KillingPain267
weakandscared
some of you been here for so long
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68
Views
4K
kunikuzushi
kunikuzushi
baller
Venting Why can't I get better and why don't I want to?
Replies
7
Views
861
WhatPowerIs
WhatPowerIs
S
Venting SI kicking in.. how to overcome?
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15
Views
1K
silence ends
S
U
Havent slept in 5 days
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7
Views
474
Otaku
Otaku
Kanashiii
Discussion Gun V Amitriptyline
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6
Views
519
Kanashiii
Kanashiii
keg-ireland
What is stopping you CTB?
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34
Views
2K
withdrawalishell
withdrawalishell
Sk1rtd4b
Venting Tired of not having anyone
Replies
3
Views
508
chestnut
C
strawberry_lemons
Venting Its been awhile/life update/vent
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7
Views
506
strawberry_lemons
strawberry_lemons
heyitstaylorig
Weight loss quickly? (ED?)
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4
Views
413
thot88
T
infinitiez
Lost sensation in my hands during NN method before SI kicked in, does that mean its working?
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1
Views
395
infinitiez
infinitiez
A
Unrequited love is killing me
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2
Views
494
Praestat_Mori
P
goodoldnoname923
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Whats the deal with SN?
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47
Views
3K
Myforevercharlie
Myforevercharlie
goodoldnoname923
I can’t wait another day
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16
Views
624
fleetingnight
fleetingnight
tpboy
Am I the only one that has thoughts of going out like this?
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2
Views
422
tpboy
tpboy
MeowTheFlemishCat
Venting Committing suicide partially due to rape and sexual trauma?
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2
Views
385
Puff
P
blackexile
Venting I feel claustrophobic inside my own body.
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0
Views
344
blackexile
blackexile
JBFTM224
Help Cleaning chemicals
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1
Views
593
goodoldnoname923
goodoldnoname923
turbomightbegone
Venting ggggggggggggggggg
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1
Views
419
unabletocope
U
eternaldeath
Venting i hate everything so much
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0
Views
296
eternaldeath
eternaldeath
T
Comforting to know it’s always an alternative
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9
Views
765
ThatStateOfMind
T
alizee
Resource Free will is an illusion (Choice doesn't exist)
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15
Views
2K
Yakamoz
Yakamoz
dykgot
Help stopping binge/weight loss
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6
Views
571
LaughingGoat
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_Gollum_
Venting Failed my first attempt, don't know how to cope
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18
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3K
heyitstaylorig
heyitstaylorig
godbody
Discussion death qualifiers? (skinny, finished xyz, etc)
Replies
1
Views
452
Butterflycharm3636
Butterflycharm3636
rationaltake
Discussion If you were happy could you ignore the suffering in the world?
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33
Views
2K
trappedinthislife
trappedinthislife
GenericUsername37
Plan to use SN tonight without an anti-emetic
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15
Views
2K
C_F
C_F
A
Ways to read this site in public?
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12
Views
706
astonishedturnip
astonishedturnip
C
Venting Anyone else having a hard time fitting into friend groups?
Replies
1
Views
374
astonishedturnip
astonishedturnip
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