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Suicide Discussion

Share with the community any thoughts or feelings you may have regarding suicide and ask questions you can't ask anywhere else.
un.exist
Venting On the path to academic failure
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7
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379
raybd
R
Crematoryy
There is no reason or meaning to live
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3
Views
386
InevitableDeath
InevitableDeath
birthdayboy
Does anyone else want to CTB to escape abuse?
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17
Views
1K
InevitableDeath
InevitableDeath
immolation
Discussion guilt
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9
Views
634
subwayhcar
subwayhcar
overmorrow
Venting talent
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15
Views
644
InevitableDeath
InevitableDeath
squillykilly
Venting Dream cuts
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1
Views
171
HowlingCoyote
HowlingCoyote
JassieDusk
Venting My psychiatrist told me in a commanding tone ā€œyou have to liveā€ and Iā€™ve been furious since then
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23
Views
1K
InevitableDeath
InevitableDeath
Afterglow
Substitutes for prescription benzodiazepines?
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4
Views
337
Jello Biafra
J
bugfart
Discussion Another YouTuber made a terrible video on the site- donā€™t you think we should make more user only threads and put limits on membership (etc)?
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9
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1K
deadngoresurgery
deadngoresurgery
amyrel
Venting confiding in others is a privilege i am not able to obtain
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7
Views
495
InevitableDeath
InevitableDeath
byou
Venting I feel so incredibly cringe when trying to write suicide notes.
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15
Views
608
Reznor09
Reznor09
B
Attempt 2025/11/03
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28
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2K
bitterToad
B
Misery99
Venting Life is full of regrets
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1
Views
177
InevitableDeath
InevitableDeath
T
On being adopted
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6
Views
487
DeathSweetDeath
D
Misanthrope0000
Venting I keep thinking about the time when I could've died from unintentional alcohol overdose and resent those who helped me survive..
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1
Views
423
MeSauce
MeSauce
The_screaming_dawn
Today may have been my last day.
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3
Views
330
InevitableDeath
InevitableDeath
canoekit
Discussion Suicide Notes and Guilt
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2
Views
537
godforbidpain
godforbidpain
woofwag
If I die holding an object, will they destroy it when they find me?
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4
Views
370
woofwag
woofwag
F
Do you guys think this will CTB?
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1
Views
197
GarGoil
G
S
Is it very dangerous to test ingest KN?
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2
Views
301
IdentityDoe
IdentityDoe
ā‹†ā™”ā‹† riri ā‹†ā™”ā‹†
Venting everyone in my life is trash
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0
Views
451
ā‹†ā™”ā‹† riri ā‹†ā™”ā‹†
ā‹†ā™”ā‹† riri ā‹†ā™”ā‹†
M
Venting Paranoia surrounding lack of bodily autonomy
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8
Views
556
InevitableDeath
InevitableDeath
E
I hate life
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1
Views
259
InevitableDeath
InevitableDeath
R
Method SN in Canada
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0
Views
286
readytogo1959
R
R
Noise Level of SN?
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17
Views
811
FadingSnowFake
FadingSnowFake
lastwordsofmine
Venting I want to CBT, but i dont want to leave my cat.
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5
Views
533
readytogo1959
R
coldworld
Help where am i supposed to buy sn in ca
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1
Views
320
readytogo1959
R
failedmind
anyone else planned to use SN for their method but now they canā€™t get any?
Replies
31
Views
2K
cakedog
cakedog
peacecomingsoon
Has anyone else experienced the trance-like state before a ctb attempt?
Replies
6
Views
554
TomIsNotMyName
TomIsNotMyName
samarah988
This will be my last birthday
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7
Views
487
samarah988
samarah988
NocturnalDistortion
I'm so damn lonely.
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1
Views
319
violetforever
violetforever
sanctionedusage
cutting ties, gifting/selling belongings, paying off debt
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2
Views
302
sanctionedusage
sanctionedusage
J
What restraints are best for a zero gravity lounge chair?
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3
Views
316
DeathSweetDeath
D
LonelyPrince
Venting Why does dying have to take so much effort..
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3
Views
313
IdentityDoe
IdentityDoe
T
Method ketamine overdose
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5
Views
489
twinfantasylover
T
Connie
Venting Why am i here
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1
Views
236
Always-in-trouble
A
peacefulnights
I enjoy nighttime
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11
Views
419
Dinnerwith6
Dinnerwith6
squillykilly
Venting Gross fantasies
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3
Views
358
squillykilly
squillykilly
T
Method would this drug cocktail work?
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2
Views
265
twinfantasylover
T
V
New CTB method
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0
Views
280
viral49
V
squillykilly
Discussion Dreaming of being hospitalized
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11
Views
553
GodzillasBiggestFan
GodzillasBiggestFan
S
  • Question
Method is propranolol an ok backup method plan or no?
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6
Views
850
snowdeer7
S
thefarter
impatience šŸ˜­šŸ˜­
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2
Views
278
Melophobia
Melophobia
imsotired35
Duloxetine and propananol OD likelihood?
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3
Views
277
imsotired35
imsotired35
Felixim
Venting overall vent
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0
Views
203
Felixim
Felixim
nuggetfinder
Method Hanging with towel.
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4
Views
771
nuggetfinder
nuggetfinder
as i am as am i
Venting Lost my job and got doxxed
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15
Views
914
InevitableDeath
InevitableDeath
L
No videos of the Nitrogen method. Why?
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6
Views
750
Jello Biafra
J
E
Do you expect to be alive in 2027?
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32
Views
1K
iveseenfootage
iveseenfootage
Whenhewhenyeah
Discussion I do not want to grow old
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25
Views
874
Seneca65AD
S
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