Zi’s Diary, Entry 82

[Chuuya-Chan ⋆. 𐙚˚]

I actually felt quite overwhelmed today

Making cards, 3 hours of homework, pick out clothes, shave and shower, make cookies still walk for an hour.

It was so much and than I kind of spiraled into negative thoughts, like on Valentine's Day I thought of everything that could go wrong did, and the thought of us both being sad made me want to cry.

I had to really distract myself and slow down. I took some things off my to do list and only chose essentials and I felt a lot better.

I can't wait to wake up to roses for the next 2 weeks

Anywho, looking forward to tomorrow and taking a break from everything, I will try not to stress and just have fun

Xxx

 

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I actually felt quite overwhelmed today
Making cards, 3 hours of homework, pick out clothes, shave and shower, make cookies still walk for an hour.
It was so much and than I kind of spiraled into negative thoughts, like on Valentine's Day I thought of everything that could go wrong did, and the thought of us both being sad made me want to cry.

I had to really distract myself and slow down. I took some things off my to do list and only chose essentials and I felt a lot better.
I can't wait to wake up to roses for the next 2 weeks
Anywho, looking forward to tomorrow and taking a break from everything, I will try not to stress and just have fun
Xxx

Glad you are feeling a lot better now sometimes our 'internal' to-do is just too much, and it all just melds into one clusterfuck, the seizing of all instruments into one locked system of dysfunction--

I really appreciate your anecdote here. A 'success story', even, if you will! I find it pertinent [of a description] because it details how you were able to find peace, a real relief, despite the insanity & spirals you endured today.

I will certainly remember your story of finding relaxation myself; maybe it's something I can learn from :)

Best of wishes,
Hunter

P.S. best of peaces with your break tomorrow ^^ i hope it is an easing one :D