Eternity
Member
- Apr 24, 2020
- 48
I'm sorry to read you feel this way. I was touched by your (beautiful written) story. Hope you get your peace but just know you can always change your mind
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ReallySillyOtter
Will commit suicide or die tryin’.
- Jun 20, 2020
- 50
ReallySillyOtter
Will commit suicide or die tryin’.
- Jun 20, 2020
- 50
16:18 elevated heart rate, sweat. Feels like a jog in tropical heat, no worse.
Need ti to sit down
Need ti to sit down
MsMaudlin
This is the fierce last stand of all I am
- Dec 8, 2019
- 875
Silenos
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- Jul 25, 2020
- 1,057
Farewell Otter. I appreciate you taking the time and effort to update us on the process. I wish you all the best!
ReallySillyOtter
Will commit suicide or die tryin’.
- Jun 20, 2020
- 50
MsMaudlin
This is the fierce last stand of all I am
- Dec 8, 2019
- 875
ReallySillyOtter
Will commit suicide or die tryin’.
- Jun 20, 2020
- 50
Nausea gone hands tingling skin change ing. God.. discomfort no resl pain.
Red87
Looking for away out of my darkness
- Jul 6, 2020
- 127
Safe travels otter I hope u find the peace you been looking for
@ReallySillyOtter Hope you are doing ok and discomfort isnt too bad
MsMaudlin
This is the fierce last stand of all I am
- Dec 8, 2019
- 875
I really do hope that everything has gone to plan dear Otter.
❤
❤
Raminiki
Iustitia Mortuus
- Jun 12, 2020
- 269
Oh Otter... I'm hoping with all that I am that you're not suffering. We're with you, virtual hugs from the community to surround you. With utmost respect to your sweet brave heart, making posts while going through this. Please be okay, in this world or the after.
I am really hoping that otter is okay one way or the other... 
Hope he peacefully made his way through with just the discomfort and no pain.
thank the member
ReallySillyOtter, for your effort in relating your ctb to the last moment of your strengths. may your journey be peaceful. thank you very much from the heart.
ReallySillyOtter, for your effort in relating your ctb to the last moment of your strengths. may your journey be peaceful. thank you very much from the heart.
aminend
Warlock
- May 24, 2020
- 746
Hope otter be in peace now.
I think his ctb has succeeded. Taking Second SN was very effective.
I think his ctb has succeeded. Taking Second SN was very effective.
Isadeth
Visionary
- Jun 12, 2020
- 2,538
I hope you've found the comfort and peace you were searching for ♡ my heart goes out to you. ♡ rest easy. Xx
Interesting that he vomited with the first, but seemed no nausea with the second. Nor did he take anti-emetics.
Lost_the_will2_live
11:11
- Feb 25, 2020
- 125
Abgrundanziehung
or Abi for short
- Jun 24, 2020
- 216
LetzteAusfahrt
Swiss gay, will definitely ctb on October 10th
- Jun 27, 2020
- 590
I'm so unhappy that I couldn't really say goodbye.
Goodbye Otter, I hope you were successful.
See you soon
Goodbye Otter, I hope you were successful.
See you soon
not-2-b-the-answer
Archangel
- Mar 23, 2018
- 10,520
SuicidalSymphonies
I think I'll take a dirt nap.
- Oct 13, 2019
- 1,028
I hope that you have reached the peace you were seeking. My love goes out to you, sending warm hugs from the land of the living if you are truly gone.
Please don't hesitate to come back if things went south.
Please don't hesitate to come back if things went south.
scorpiooo2
saddest grl
- Aug 23, 2019
- 112
Mariomcfly
Student
- Jun 2, 2019
- 149
Rest easy my friend, hope your bus ride was smooth and no bumps. You'll be in my prayers tonight.
God bless you, Really Silly Otter. You are the lucky one now, in a far far better place while we are still stuck here on Earth. Beautiful notes that you wrote. Like it says on the gravestone of Yee Wee "born in China", in a ghost town graveyard in Arzona, "I see you tomorrow".
